Sunday, March 23, 2008
The Curtain was Torn
During the lifetime time of Jesus, the Holy Temple in Jerusalem was the center of Jewish religious life. Here was the place that animal sacrifices were carried out, and worship according to the Law of Moses was commanded, and followed faithfully.Hebrews 9:1-9 tells us that in the Temple a veil separated the Holy of Holies where God dwelt from the rest of the Temple where men dwelt. This signified that man was separated from God by sin (Isaiah 59:1-2). Only the High Priest was permitted to pass beyond this veil once each year (Exodus 30:10; Hebrews 9:7), enter into God's presence for all of Israel, and make atonement for their sins (Leviticus 16).
The Gospels speak of the death of Jesus. When He died on the cross, many things happened at that very same moment. One of things that occurred at that moment, was the tearing of the curtain in the temple.
The scriptures, in Mark 15:38, say "the curtain was torn from top to bottom."
During Jesus' time on earth, no one was allowed to enter behind the curtain ~ The Most Holy Place ~ other than a high priest. The high priest could only enter once a year. He did so to to take an atonement for his sins and the sins of the people. This atonement was the blood of a slain animal. The blood was a covering for the sins of the people.
When the curtain was torn, it opened the way for all to enter the Holy of Holies. All could go into God's presence by the blood covering of a slain man, who took on all of our sins. Recall that the veil was torn from top to bottom. The veil was so high and so thick that no man could have done this feat. It was God himself, opening the way. He opened a new way of living, and a new way to approach Him.
After God established this route, He then enabled Jesus to rise from the dead and come to Him forevermore. These are the same things God has lain in place for us. Our lives here on earth will end, and when they do... God himself will bring us to Him. Through the opening ( the blood of Christ) He has provided we are made holy and we are reconciled straight to Him.
"For what I received I passed on to you as of first importance: that Christ died for our sins according to the Scriptures, that he was buried, that he was raised on the third day according to the Scriptures."1 Corinthians 15:3-4
Woo who~ Happy Easter ! Happy Resurrection Sunday! Happy Life Eternal! Get ready to sing and dance.......
Saturday, March 22, 2008
Death Has Been Defeated
Wow... I have let myself get so off track lately. It is amazing how fast you can lose your focus when you let other things crowd your life! I have been praying to God for direction, and He has shown me that I have got to get it together!!
I went to a play last night and tonight, titled "Who is This Man, Jesus?"
I could go watch it a bunch more! Unfortunately I will have to wait until around next Easter to have privilege of that blessing again. I am looking forward to it, and I pray that many of you will be able to attend as well. It certainly moved me beyond measure. I LOVE when that happens! :-) It was written and directed by Liz Kirkland who attends Lighthouse Community Church. She is awesome and God gave her this fabulous vision that she put into a play to that all could be touched by the life of Jesus is a visual no one will soon forget.
Tomorrow is Easter. How privileged we are as a body of believers to be able to celebrate the sacrifice given, of the life Christ... so that we may have eternal life with Him. That is what Easter is all about, His love. He died so that we may live. Let's all try to keep the true focus of this holiday in focus. Christ was crucified on the Friday before Easter, and then rose again three days later, Easter day ~~ to defeat death, to defeat Satan ~~ He died for me, and for you...and all that are willing to receive Him.
Praise God for his awesome love.
I went to a play last night and tonight, titled "Who is This Man, Jesus?"
I could go watch it a bunch more! Unfortunately I will have to wait until around next Easter to have privilege of that blessing again. I am looking forward to it, and I pray that many of you will be able to attend as well. It certainly moved me beyond measure. I LOVE when that happens! :-) It was written and directed by Liz Kirkland who attends Lighthouse Community Church. She is awesome and God gave her this fabulous vision that she put into a play to that all could be touched by the life of Jesus is a visual no one will soon forget.
Tomorrow is Easter. How privileged we are as a body of believers to be able to celebrate the sacrifice given, of the life Christ... so that we may have eternal life with Him. That is what Easter is all about, His love. He died so that we may live. Let's all try to keep the true focus of this holiday in focus. Christ was crucified on the Friday before Easter, and then rose again three days later, Easter day ~~ to defeat death, to defeat Satan ~~ He died for me, and for you...and all that are willing to receive Him.
Praise God for his awesome love.
Monday, March 17, 2008
Easter is NOT about a bunny!
I forewarn you, DO NOT WATCH ON AN EMPTY STOMACH. This clip was created by Jason. Here is a link to his website, http://www.myspace.com/jaylm
Want to know why we celebrate Easter?? It is all about his clip below. In the bible John 3:16 tells us, "For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that __________ (insert your name) would have everlasting life...."
He did this out of LOVE, pure and unconditional! What does this require of us? Simply proclaim that you beleive that Jesus Christ died for you, that He was buried, and that He rose again on the 3rd day (what we now call Easter) Say a prayer right now. Confess to God what is wrong in your life, what you have done wrong in the past, repent of that lifestyle, and begin to live your life accordingly. God will honor your words. Trust Him, believe Him...have faith. Watch the clip below, and see how much He loves YOU!
Want to know why we celebrate Easter?? It is all about his clip below. In the bible John 3:16 tells us, "For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that __________ (insert your name) would have everlasting life...."
He did this out of LOVE, pure and unconditional! What does this require of us? Simply proclaim that you beleive that Jesus Christ died for you, that He was buried, and that He rose again on the 3rd day (what we now call Easter) Say a prayer right now. Confess to God what is wrong in your life, what you have done wrong in the past, repent of that lifestyle, and begin to live your life accordingly. God will honor your words. Trust Him, believe Him...have faith. Watch the clip below, and see how much He loves YOU!
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
Sweet Tea
I had the example of sweet tea used to show me how God transforms us by His grace. I thought it was pretty cool, so I am going to attempt to share it With you guys as well. Of course, sweet tea is my main drink, so this just clicked with me.
The first step to making sweet tea is to boil the water. (if you are a true sweet tea drinker, you know what I mean here) The sugar and the tea do not permeate the water unless it is very hot. Have you ever notice how much more receptive you are to God when the heat is turned up high? God turns up the heat to prepare us for life circumstances, this happens via trial we go through.. It isn't pleasant when it is happening, but the outcome is amazing.
Unlike cold tea, hot tea and sugar are compatible. In fact, the sugar dissolves and the very nature of the liquid is changed. You can never separate the two again. They have merged into one. This is not true of cold tea. No matter how much you stir it the two just don't mix.
Once He places His life (the Holy Spirit) within us our very nature is changed. We cannot be separated from Him. It is like the filling of the pitcher with water..it enables us to share it with others.
True sweet tea and tea with sugar in it are two different things. You can add packet after packet of sugar to regular iced tea, and all you get is a big pile of sugar at the bottom of your glass! It is only when the sugar is allowed to dissolve into the boiled water, that you receive the sweet nature of the liquid. This is the same as Christ being in my life or Christ BEING in my life. The Spirit has so permeated our souls, as the sugar has the tea... that we cannot be separated, It is the essence of us. Our very nature has changed just as the composition of the tea has changed.
God has already made you holy. You don't have to try to be holy in order to become holy. You already are. We desire to live holy lives because He has made us holy.
The first step to making sweet tea is to boil the water. (if you are a true sweet tea drinker, you know what I mean here) The sugar and the tea do not permeate the water unless it is very hot. Have you ever notice how much more receptive you are to God when the heat is turned up high? God turns up the heat to prepare us for life circumstances, this happens via trial we go through.. It isn't pleasant when it is happening, but the outcome is amazing.
Unlike cold tea, hot tea and sugar are compatible. In fact, the sugar dissolves and the very nature of the liquid is changed. You can never separate the two again. They have merged into one. This is not true of cold tea. No matter how much you stir it the two just don't mix.
Once He places His life (the Holy Spirit) within us our very nature is changed. We cannot be separated from Him. It is like the filling of the pitcher with water..it enables us to share it with others.
True sweet tea and tea with sugar in it are two different things. You can add packet after packet of sugar to regular iced tea, and all you get is a big pile of sugar at the bottom of your glass! It is only when the sugar is allowed to dissolve into the boiled water, that you receive the sweet nature of the liquid. This is the same as Christ being in my life or Christ BEING in my life. The Spirit has so permeated our souls, as the sugar has the tea... that we cannot be separated, It is the essence of us. Our very nature has changed just as the composition of the tea has changed.
God has already made you holy. You don't have to try to be holy in order to become holy. You already are. We desire to live holy lives because He has made us holy.
Saturday, March 08, 2008
Joseph Victor Stowinsky
Uncle Joe went to be with the Lord on Friday, March 7, 2008. His family was with him, he was comfortable..in peace, and just waiting for his call.
It is amazing to me how God can take hurt and turn it into something far bigger than you could have imagined when it all began. Joe's life touched many lives, and his passing has and will continue to do the same. So many lives are being reconciled even right now through the passing of Joe.
As I see the fresh grief and pain in his family, of losing someone you love, I cannot help but be brought to think of God's pain in giving the life of His Son, for us. To reconcile us to Him. He didn't have to, but that is how much He loves each and every one of us. It was a huge sacrifice, the blood of Jesus was spilled for all of us our of pure love. He took on every sin, He bore them, He paid the price...in many ways, even humanly, He paid with His own grief and pain. Never forget how much that had to of crushed God's own heart.
Dear God, thank you for Joe~ thank you for blessing him and through him, blessing us! Thank you for giving us eternal life through your Son.. so that we can be reconciled to you and be reconciled to Joe.
It is amazing to me how God can take hurt and turn it into something far bigger than you could have imagined when it all began. Joe's life touched many lives, and his passing has and will continue to do the same. So many lives are being reconciled even right now through the passing of Joe.
As I see the fresh grief and pain in his family, of losing someone you love, I cannot help but be brought to think of God's pain in giving the life of His Son, for us. To reconcile us to Him. He didn't have to, but that is how much He loves each and every one of us. It was a huge sacrifice, the blood of Jesus was spilled for all of us our of pure love. He took on every sin, He bore them, He paid the price...in many ways, even humanly, He paid with His own grief and pain. Never forget how much that had to of crushed God's own heart.
Dear God, thank you for Joe~ thank you for blessing him and through him, blessing us! Thank you for giving us eternal life through your Son.. so that we can be reconciled to you and be reconciled to Joe.
Friday, February 22, 2008
Listening..trying to listen
I am feeling weird today, and I am not sure why. I have been trying to search myself and figure out what is going on. I am not sure, but I think perhaps that God is trying to show me something or tell me something.
I have been at a fast pace this week. I have had the week off from the hospital, but have worked harder than I would have there. I feel consumed to get things in order. I have gotten up at my normal time each day and have done my best to accomplish as much as possible with what time I have available. Each day though, I have been sick~ nauseated...weak, just not myself.
I have no idea what is going on, but I sense that God is trying to speak to me...yet I am so consumed with what is in front of me, I can't hear him. I took a long hot bath a little while ago. I turned the jets on, let the water roar, and closed my eyes. I tried to only focus on what He may be telling me.
This is what I got; s l o w down. breathe. figure out your focus. what are you doing right now that is truly important. how can you help others to hear, when you are not taking the time yourself. you want me to fill you with my power and yet you are doing nothing with it. if you don't know what i am telling you and showing you, how can you tell others. take the time to spend with me. let's re-establish our own relationship, then focus on the others. don't become so engrossed with religion that you lose sight of what is important..what is true. don't forget your first love.
These are the verses that are ringing in my mind, I am certain God is speaking to me through this.
Revelation 2:2-13 2I know your deeds, your hard work and your perseverance. I know that you cannot tolerate wicked men, that you have tested those who claim to be apostles but are not, and have found them false. 3You have persevered and have endured hardships for my name, and have not grown weary. 4Yet I hold this against you: You have forsaken your first love. 5Remember the height from which you have fallen! Repent and do the things you did at first. If you do not repent, I will come to you and remove your lampstand from its place. 6But you have this in your favor: You hate the practices of the Nicolaitans, which I also hate. 7He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches. To him who overcomes, I will give the right to eat from the tree of life, which is in the paradise of God.
8"To the angel of the church in Smyrna write: These are the words of him who is the First and the Last, who died and came to life again. 9I know your afflictions and your poverty—yet you are rich! I know the slander of those who say they are Jews and are not, but are a synagogue of Satan. 10Do not be afraid of what you are about to suffer. I tell you, the devil will put some of you in prison to test you, and you will suffer persecution for ten days. Be faithful, even to the point of death, and I will give you the crown of life. 11He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches. He who overcomes will not be hurt at all by the second death.
12"To the angel of the church in Pergamum write: These are the words of him who has the sharp, double-edged sword. 13I know where you live—where Satan has his throne. Yet you remain true to my name. You did not renounce your faith in me, even in the days of Antipas, my faithful witness, who was put to death in your city—where Satan lives.
I have been at a fast pace this week. I have had the week off from the hospital, but have worked harder than I would have there. I feel consumed to get things in order. I have gotten up at my normal time each day and have done my best to accomplish as much as possible with what time I have available. Each day though, I have been sick~ nauseated...weak, just not myself.
I have no idea what is going on, but I sense that God is trying to speak to me...yet I am so consumed with what is in front of me, I can't hear him. I took a long hot bath a little while ago. I turned the jets on, let the water roar, and closed my eyes. I tried to only focus on what He may be telling me.
This is what I got; s l o w down. breathe. figure out your focus. what are you doing right now that is truly important. how can you help others to hear, when you are not taking the time yourself. you want me to fill you with my power and yet you are doing nothing with it. if you don't know what i am telling you and showing you, how can you tell others. take the time to spend with me. let's re-establish our own relationship, then focus on the others. don't become so engrossed with religion that you lose sight of what is important..what is true. don't forget your first love.
These are the verses that are ringing in my mind, I am certain God is speaking to me through this.
Revelation 2:2-13 2I know your deeds, your hard work and your perseverance. I know that you cannot tolerate wicked men, that you have tested those who claim to be apostles but are not, and have found them false. 3You have persevered and have endured hardships for my name, and have not grown weary. 4Yet I hold this against you: You have forsaken your first love. 5Remember the height from which you have fallen! Repent and do the things you did at first. If you do not repent, I will come to you and remove your lampstand from its place. 6But you have this in your favor: You hate the practices of the Nicolaitans, which I also hate. 7He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches. To him who overcomes, I will give the right to eat from the tree of life, which is in the paradise of God.
8"To the angel of the church in Smyrna write: These are the words of him who is the First and the Last, who died and came to life again. 9I know your afflictions and your poverty—yet you are rich! I know the slander of those who say they are Jews and are not, but are a synagogue of Satan. 10Do not be afraid of what you are about to suffer. I tell you, the devil will put some of you in prison to test you, and you will suffer persecution for ten days. Be faithful, even to the point of death, and I will give you the crown of life. 11He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches. He who overcomes will not be hurt at all by the second death.
12"To the angel of the church in Pergamum write: These are the words of him who has the sharp, double-edged sword. 13I know where you live—where Satan has his throne. Yet you remain true to my name. You did not renounce your faith in me, even in the days of Antipas, my faithful witness, who was put to death in your city—where Satan lives.
Just Walk Across the Room
Can it be that simple? Someone's destiny, held up in our ability to take a walk across the room?
Our retreat went well~ We had almost 50 people attend, and things seem to go rather smoothly. I know the highlight for myself was getting to listen to Patti Gault sing and talk. She did an amazing job, and touched hearts for a long time to come. Thanks so much Patti!!
Patti is my cousin. Until about 18 months ago, I had not seen her for perhaps 30 years. Her mom and my dad are sister and brother.
I don't know how or why the families lost contact, but praise to God that we have been able to be reunited! Patti has an awesome testimony of God's faithfulness and His ability and desire to watch out for us, even when we think He isn't there.
Our retreat was on a book by Bill Hybels, Just Walk Across the Room. There is a DVD that that breaks this study up into four sessions. Each session gives us real life examples of how someone was brought to Christ by the mere gesture of reaching out in friendship and allowing yourself to be guided by the Holy Spirit.
You do not have to be an expert, a scholar, a pastor, or even close to any of that to bring someone to Christ. You have to care. You have to listen. You have to develop a relationship (if it calls for it). You have to be willing to do what God desires of you. God will do the work, God will put you where He wants you and He will even give you the words to say. Your job is to be the one to walk across the room..... We can all do this! It may take a year, or ten years in some cases. Be willing to be a laborer and not have to see the end result. The goal is to plant the seed, allow the Spirit to work, and let God reap the harvest.
It is not about religion, it is not about politics~ it is about God and investing in another soul for the sake of eternity. Their sake.
Thank God that a person took that walk for Patti. The two of us may not have been able to share our lives together on this earth, but how awesome that we will have eternity together! I love you Patti ~Forever, and when I say forever, I mean f o r e v e r
Our retreat went well~ We had almost 50 people attend, and things seem to go rather smoothly. I know the highlight for myself was getting to listen to Patti Gault sing and talk. She did an amazing job, and touched hearts for a long time to come. Thanks so much Patti!!
Patti is my cousin. Until about 18 months ago, I had not seen her for perhaps 30 years. Her mom and my dad are sister and brother.
I don't know how or why the families lost contact, but praise to God that we have been able to be reunited! Patti has an awesome testimony of God's faithfulness and His ability and desire to watch out for us, even when we think He isn't there.
Our retreat was on a book by Bill Hybels, Just Walk Across the Room. There is a DVD that that breaks this study up into four sessions. Each session gives us real life examples of how someone was brought to Christ by the mere gesture of reaching out in friendship and allowing yourself to be guided by the Holy Spirit.
You do not have to be an expert, a scholar, a pastor, or even close to any of that to bring someone to Christ. You have to care. You have to listen. You have to develop a relationship (if it calls for it). You have to be willing to do what God desires of you. God will do the work, God will put you where He wants you and He will even give you the words to say. Your job is to be the one to walk across the room..... We can all do this! It may take a year, or ten years in some cases. Be willing to be a laborer and not have to see the end result. The goal is to plant the seed, allow the Spirit to work, and let God reap the harvest.
It is not about religion, it is not about politics~ it is about God and investing in another soul for the sake of eternity. Their sake.
Thank God that a person took that walk for Patti. The two of us may not have been able to share our lives together on this earth, but how awesome that we will have eternity together! I love you Patti ~Forever, and when I say forever, I mean f o r e v e r
Friday, February 15, 2008
thoughts
OF NOTE : Our Women's retreat has arrived! It is tonight and tomorrow. I am looking foward to it ! I want to ask all of you to please say a prayer that through the material God has given us, we are able to touch lives. Be praying that minds and hearts are opened...seeds are planted and great fellowship is had by all! Please pray over all of us coordinating the event, that we honor God and are giving the wisdom to make an impact.
As we continue with our study of Daniel, I am reminded constantly of how much our world is the same as it was hundreds of years ago. We have the same types of battles and situations going on now that we did then.
Something that sticks out in my mind this week is our priviliged enviorment. The things we have to come to expect and demand. The attitudes of people that think their lives are sooo hard, because they have never known what hard really is. We whine and cry over such mundane things it is really sad when you look at the whole picture of the world we live in. We are paying money to get cosmetic treatments, and then we are whining about how it hurt.... these types of things are major issues to some of us. It is sad. It is pititful.
My friend was telling me of a documentary she watched recently. It had a segment showing how some of the tribes in Africa were making mud cakes. These mud cakes were to eat for their nourishment. They added a little oil and a little water, and actually had this for their meal. We cry about not getting dessert.
Alot of what we expect is what we are used to getting. However, it doesn't make it our right to deserve this. How can we cry over such menial things when people are literally starving? freezing? homeless? living in fear for their lives?
I know when we went to New Orleans with others from our church, life was different there. We were thankful to have a place to sleep. To be able to eat and have something cool to drink. We didn't much care what the food was or what the enviorment was like. Our desire was to help others and bring them relief. We shared everything, we appreciated everything. We had a different attitude and a different mindset because we were in a different enviorment. We had different expectations. We were grateful...it showed us how to be grateful.
I think every person should be mandated to go and serve somewhere.. somehow. At least once a year if not more. We need this reminder of how privliged our lives are. We need to quit whining and having self pity and stand up and make a difference. As Beth Moore says, the very fact that I can sit here and type this..... one that I have the knowledge and two that I have the leisure time~~ well, that makes me rich !! I am rich beyond measure to so many. Yet, so many of us have come to expect this lifestyle. That in itself could be our greatest downfall.
As we continue with our study of Daniel, I am reminded constantly of how much our world is the same as it was hundreds of years ago. We have the same types of battles and situations going on now that we did then.
Something that sticks out in my mind this week is our priviliged enviorment. The things we have to come to expect and demand. The attitudes of people that think their lives are sooo hard, because they have never known what hard really is. We whine and cry over such mundane things it is really sad when you look at the whole picture of the world we live in. We are paying money to get cosmetic treatments, and then we are whining about how it hurt.... these types of things are major issues to some of us. It is sad. It is pititful.
My friend was telling me of a documentary she watched recently. It had a segment showing how some of the tribes in Africa were making mud cakes. These mud cakes were to eat for their nourishment. They added a little oil and a little water, and actually had this for their meal. We cry about not getting dessert.
Alot of what we expect is what we are used to getting. However, it doesn't make it our right to deserve this. How can we cry over such menial things when people are literally starving? freezing? homeless? living in fear for their lives?
I know when we went to New Orleans with others from our church, life was different there. We were thankful to have a place to sleep. To be able to eat and have something cool to drink. We didn't much care what the food was or what the enviorment was like. Our desire was to help others and bring them relief. We shared everything, we appreciated everything. We had a different attitude and a different mindset because we were in a different enviorment. We had different expectations. We were grateful...it showed us how to be grateful.
I think every person should be mandated to go and serve somewhere.. somehow. At least once a year if not more. We need this reminder of how privliged our lives are. We need to quit whining and having self pity and stand up and make a difference. As Beth Moore says, the very fact that I can sit here and type this..... one that I have the knowledge and two that I have the leisure time~~ well, that makes me rich !! I am rich beyond measure to so many. Yet, so many of us have come to expect this lifestyle. That in itself could be our greatest downfall.
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
Truth from Os Hillman
This was a great reminder to me, so I am sharing it with all of you. I cannot say this is true of me, but would like to achieve this disciplined life.
They're Always Watching and Listening
TGIF Today God Is First Volume 2, by Os Hillman 02-12-2008
"About midnight Paul and Silas were praying and singing hymns to God, and the other prisoners were listening to them" (Acts 16:25-26).
"It didn't take long for non-believers to realize I was different in the secular workplaces where I've worked. I didn't participate in the jokes, the dirty language, or criticism of management. I didn't judge them for their behavior because they were merely acting the way they should act as one who does not have Christ in their life. I viewed them as prisoners awaiting their salvation and that I might be the instrument to lead them to my Savior.
I would often be known as the "religious guy." It wasn't because I was particularly vocal or I tried to separate myself; it happened naturally. The Christ in me naturally made me stand out. Jesus called us to be the "salt and light" of any life situation. The secular workplace economy is contrary to the Kingdom of God economy so we should naturally stand out in any situation.
When Paul and Silas were in prison their lifestyle of worship and prayer in the midst of the horrible conditions of a dirty prison stood out in stark contrast to their circumstances. They didn't pray and sing to impress their cellmates, they simply did what was natural to them. Still, "the other prisoners were watching and listening."
No matter where you are, others are watching you to determine if your faith is real or if you're an imposter. The world is looking to discredit your faith. You are a witness always whether you choose to be or not.
"The jailer called for lights, rushed in and fell trembling before Paul and Silas. He then brought them out and asked, 'Sirs, what must I do to be saved?'" (Acts 16:29-30). When you begin to reflect the love and power of Christ in your life you won't have to have an evangelism program to win others into the Kingdom. It will be a fruit of your life. The "fish" will actually jump into the boat!
Beware how you conduct your life today. Because people are watching and listening."
They're Always Watching and Listening
TGIF Today God Is First Volume 2, by Os Hillman 02-12-2008
"About midnight Paul and Silas were praying and singing hymns to God, and the other prisoners were listening to them" (Acts 16:25-26).
"It didn't take long for non-believers to realize I was different in the secular workplaces where I've worked. I didn't participate in the jokes, the dirty language, or criticism of management. I didn't judge them for their behavior because they were merely acting the way they should act as one who does not have Christ in their life. I viewed them as prisoners awaiting their salvation and that I might be the instrument to lead them to my Savior.
I would often be known as the "religious guy." It wasn't because I was particularly vocal or I tried to separate myself; it happened naturally. The Christ in me naturally made me stand out. Jesus called us to be the "salt and light" of any life situation. The secular workplace economy is contrary to the Kingdom of God economy so we should naturally stand out in any situation.
When Paul and Silas were in prison their lifestyle of worship and prayer in the midst of the horrible conditions of a dirty prison stood out in stark contrast to their circumstances. They didn't pray and sing to impress their cellmates, they simply did what was natural to them. Still, "the other prisoners were watching and listening."
No matter where you are, others are watching you to determine if your faith is real or if you're an imposter. The world is looking to discredit your faith. You are a witness always whether you choose to be or not.
"The jailer called for lights, rushed in and fell trembling before Paul and Silas. He then brought them out and asked, 'Sirs, what must I do to be saved?'" (Acts 16:29-30). When you begin to reflect the love and power of Christ in your life you won't have to have an evangelism program to win others into the Kingdom. It will be a fruit of your life. The "fish" will actually jump into the boat!
Beware how you conduct your life today. Because people are watching and listening."
Saturday, February 09, 2008
Prayer Time
Let Prayer Change Your Life by Becky TirabassiThis book has been loaned to me by a friend. It has been totally amazing. It is very simply written and yet the effects are profound. I can relate with this author, and see how she is changing lives all around the globe.
Just as Gordom MacDonald talks about in his book, Ordering My Private World... of scheduling your time, Becky talks about the same. She quotes MacDonald several times.
To sum things up in the book~ She is telling us how crucial it is to set aside the time to be with God. It doesn't have to be a certain time everyday, but she suggest the morning, as to start your day off right! One thing that she said that really really hit home for me is that if we had an appointment schdeuled with our pastor, or boss, or whomever~ We would not just ditch them because we were tired, or something else came up. We need to schedule God in for some one on one.
We can talk to Him all day long, but He deserves and desires time alone with us..to converse.
Becky also has a particular notebook she uses for her prayer time. It is in a three ring binder so that she can add to it..and also take out and store as it gets full. She has different tabbed sections, which you will have to read more about in her book. If you wanted to start one prior to reading her book, you could begin with some tabs titled; Praise, Thanks, Admissions, Request.... That would get you started. Also have time to read some scripture during your prayer time. She suggest Proverbs, one each day. Allow God to talk to you as part of this time as well. It may be through His word, it may be a conviction you feel. You may hear him telling you something. Write down what you feel God is speaking to you. You go to each section and write your prayer for that particular title. You can add to it.. you can move things from request to praise.... READ the book, it will tell you how to set it up.
I officially began my notebook Friday. Thursday evening I decided that I would have to schedule it in before work, as I wasn't sure I would promise and hold to my time if I did it in the evening. (So much stuff comes up!) I set the alarm for an hour early, with full belief that I had an appointment with God at 5:30.
I am not a morning person especially THAT early..but I looked at it in a new light, and did not want to miss that appointment!! I got up went to my reading spot, and began. Becky suggest setting aside an hour each day for this. I am working through my prayer journal, and I come to the time to read Proverbs. I am reading and I come to 8:17, "Those who seek me early and diligently shall find me!" The Proverb went on to say that whoever finds me, finds life and obtains favor from the Lord.
I was like a little kid.... I wrote that down as what I felt God was saying to me. Those who seek me early.... I was thinking, 5:30 is early! I feel confirmed in this! I smile and nod my head, yep! He is talking to me here! I am finding favor with God!(I get a little excited sometimes)
Well anyway, my morning goes on and nothing goes right. I end up barely clocking into work on time. As all the things were going wrong, I was thinking to myself, I am going to have to change the prayer time. It makes me too rushed in the morning blah blah blah. So I get to work and within the first hour of being there my director is suggesting to me how either I or my coworker really need to stagger our hours a bit and one of us come in an hour later and stay an hour later. BINGO! Though I believe that Satan was trying to discourage me from this hour of prayer, God just gave me the extra hour I needed! God 1 Satan 0
so yeah, I am going to let prayer change my life!! READ THE BOOK
Thursday, February 07, 2008
Love One Another
Last night at the Beth Moore study we talked about our bodies being holy vessels. They are created by God and they contain the Holy Spirit within them. God declares us as HOLY. Satan will work on convincing us this is not true. He works in many ways as we all know. However Beth made some great points last night that I want to share with all of you.
Satan's goal is to use you, and have you use your holy vessel for unholy things. He will make you think you are not holy. You will begin to act like you are not holy. We act how we think. Have you ever heard someone, or even been the one saying, " I'm not good enough" "I don't deserve it" "God can't forgive me" even as deep as saying, "I don't want to live anymore" Heard anything like it??
That is Satan on the prowl...beginning to attack. He is making a weak spot in your armour that he can break through. He is pecking away and will continue to peck as long as you allow it. Nothing thrills the devil more that seeing God's children bow to the devil himself.
After I wrote the post below...as the day went on, I realized it is an area of my life that Satan wants control. I have been real close to letting him have it, have even forfeited some hours...some days to him. I have been letting myself be convinced that I cannot overcome this problem. I have been allowing myself to feel unholy for it. He has been whispering to me and I have been falling for it. Satan does this in all areas of our lives, but especially in the realtionship area. God made us to love. He commanded us to love. If you think about it, what is one thing that would make Satan smile?? Us, breaking the commandment God says is greater than any other. To love one another. You think that the devil wouldn't work his rear off to cause us to do that? Oh yeah....he most certainly would!
Satan's goal is to use you, and have you use your holy vessel for unholy things. He will make you think you are not holy. You will begin to act like you are not holy. We act how we think. Have you ever heard someone, or even been the one saying, " I'm not good enough" "I don't deserve it" "God can't forgive me" even as deep as saying, "I don't want to live anymore" Heard anything like it??
That is Satan on the prowl...beginning to attack. He is making a weak spot in your armour that he can break through. He is pecking away and will continue to peck as long as you allow it. Nothing thrills the devil more that seeing God's children bow to the devil himself.
After I wrote the post below...as the day went on, I realized it is an area of my life that Satan wants control. I have been real close to letting him have it, have even forfeited some hours...some days to him. I have been letting myself be convinced that I cannot overcome this problem. I have been allowing myself to feel unholy for it. He has been whispering to me and I have been falling for it. Satan does this in all areas of our lives, but especially in the realtionship area. God made us to love. He commanded us to love. If you think about it, what is one thing that would make Satan smile?? Us, breaking the commandment God says is greater than any other. To love one another. You think that the devil wouldn't work his rear off to cause us to do that? Oh yeah....he most certainly would!
Life Struggles
I pretty much get along with everyone all the time. I have friends that are completly different from each other in all sorts of ways. I love them all dearly. I love people in general. I have a very forgiving heart. I cannot stand conflict. I don't hold grudges. I am a peacemaker.... That is why it is making me crazy that I cannot get along with this one particular person. I want to get along with them. I have the desire.... This person I am talking about can be the nicest caring person ever~ and yet this person can be so controlled by mean thoughts and hateful motives that it makes me nuts! The odd thing is, the person is not necessarily this way to me, but quite obviously is this way to others. I see it, and I cannot stand it. I have made effort to point some of it out, but they see nothing at all that they have done wrong. It makes me have really not nice thoughts.
Have any of you ever had a situation like that? It is hard at times to keep yourself disciplined to be nice, let alone holy! I feel like I have tried everything, and I am lost as to what to do. My husband tells me, "you just can't change some people, so you need to quit trying." He is right about that. BUT..... I didn't think I was trying to change the person, but maybe he is right about that too. Maybe I am trying to make this person be someone I can get along with instead of figuring out how to deal it and keep my own sanity.
I have prayed and prayed about it. I have failed many days of "loving the unlovable". I know that God is refining me and making me to be more like what He wants, by putting this in my life. I know that I obviously have not learned the lesson yet, as it keeps coming up.
It is amazing to me that I can allow one person to grate against me so much and yet I have overcome huge obstacles to be where I am. I am just going to ask you guys to please be praying about this with me. I just have to lay it out there, and lay myself out there and confess that I am truly struggling with this. I am sure that Satan is loving the emotions and feelings I am having. That alone should be great motivation for me to get past it! You know what.... maybe I will make that my focus. Everytime I have to deal with this person~~ and I feel those feelings creeping up on me~~ I will tell myself that I am child of God, and I refuse to allow Satan any glory.
I always feel better after being able to write and rationalize.
Have any of you ever had a situation like that? It is hard at times to keep yourself disciplined to be nice, let alone holy! I feel like I have tried everything, and I am lost as to what to do. My husband tells me, "you just can't change some people, so you need to quit trying." He is right about that. BUT..... I didn't think I was trying to change the person, but maybe he is right about that too. Maybe I am trying to make this person be someone I can get along with instead of figuring out how to deal it and keep my own sanity.
I have prayed and prayed about it. I have failed many days of "loving the unlovable". I know that God is refining me and making me to be more like what He wants, by putting this in my life. I know that I obviously have not learned the lesson yet, as it keeps coming up.
It is amazing to me that I can allow one person to grate against me so much and yet I have overcome huge obstacles to be where I am. I am just going to ask you guys to please be praying about this with me. I just have to lay it out there, and lay myself out there and confess that I am truly struggling with this. I am sure that Satan is loving the emotions and feelings I am having. That alone should be great motivation for me to get past it! You know what.... maybe I will make that my focus. Everytime I have to deal with this person~~ and I feel those feelings creeping up on me~~ I will tell myself that I am child of God, and I refuse to allow Satan any glory.
I always feel better after being able to write and rationalize.
Saturday, February 02, 2008
old post, timely reposting
Thursday
I really wanted to write something tonight... but now I feel blank.I am feeling somewhat out of sorts and a little awkward about some things in this world. I know God is good, and he does all according to His purpose,and it is for good as well.... but sometimes I feel sad about stuff that is going on. I have felt that way today.
Somebody decided life was more than they could bear, and so a tragedy occurred today. A tragic tragedy, and it makes me sad. I have prayed a bunch about it today. At one point I was just totally stopped in my tracks and an overwhelming need to pray for this family fell upon me. I have to have faith that God will hear my cry and wrap them in His arms. I have to have faith that good will overcome evil. But even sitting here right now, I can't make my tears stop.
Even though I trust God, I am overwhelmed with sadness. Not only for them, but for all who suffer...who have had the grief of a broken heart. I know that I have been there. It seems things will never again be normal when you are at that spot.You know what was amazing about today though ?
I came home and the devotion for today was titled, Christ grieves with Us.
It spoke of John 11:35 "Jesus wept". It goes on to say that "Those two words are full of rich meaning. It's comforting to know that our Savior has such a tender heart. When we are at our lowest, Christ sits with us, holds us, and weeps with us.
"Even though I still feel sad, I feel better. I feel better not only that God gave me this verse today of all days...but I especially feel renewed to know that Jesus wept...he understands. The pain of others loss was felt by Him, and he displayed it openly to them, He grieved with them. He did not stay in His grief, but he certainly allowed it.
Take a moment today and reach out to those who are suffering... say a prayer for those who are hurting, say a prayer for this family...lift them up to the One who understands pain and suffering more than all of us, to the One who grieves with us..... and let Him calm their heart. I love you guys!
Sunday, January 27, 2008
Jesus is the Bridge
Our Pastor got me interested in author, Erwin Lutzer. I am almost finished with my second book of his, and have been very motivated to keep it in my hands. This particular book is about death, and what happens. I don't know that I believe every single things he says, but most all of it is bible based, and makes total sense to me.
A question he ask is; What is life except preparation for eternity?
He talks about death and how powerless is truly it is. He also reminds us that it is only through death that we can go to God up until the resurrection, and that He never ask us to go someplace He has not already gone himself. "Rather than Rid us of our wealth, it introduces us to riches eternal." (Lutzer, on speaking of death)
In the Beth Moore study this week she talked about death as a transition from this life as we know it, into a glorious life we have only heard about. She spoke of death as the same as basically taking a coat off..then walking on through. You just drop the coat and keep on walking with no hesitation. In the bible even Jesus himself tells us that on that day, the very day we die..we will go to be with Him. Luke 24:43 There are many other references to that same fact in the bible.
The bible also refers to dying as going to sleep. We go to sleep and then wake up in the arms of the Lord, we should not fear that. Ewrin Lutzer talks about how sometimes if is hard for us to fall asleep..if we aren't tired. He goes on to say that those who enjoy good health, a fulfilling vocation, wholesome family life~ they aren't necessarily looking forward to going to sleep... because they aren't tired, they aren't ready. They want some more time. A big reason for that is that the other side of life is unknown for the most part. We fear the unknown. Once however a person arrives on the other side...they have no qualms about staying there. They want everyone else to come!!
We get attached here to this place, but it is not truly our home. Grace in dying does not mean that we will be free from sorrow. They can bury our body, BUT they cannot bury us. Christ wept at the tomb of Lazarus, He cried out and asked for His own death to be delayed. He understands!! Grief is how we heal. It is to be expected. Your presence and your tears may bring more comfort to a grieving person than anything else. It shows them that you care. Words can't always convey that.
Romans 8:18 tells us to live with heaven in mind. The way to to do this is to learn how God wants you to live, what He desires of you. If you read the bible it is clear that God desires a relationship with each and everyone of us. He has made a "bridge" (given us a saviour) so to speak, that crosses over straight to Him. That bridge (saviour) is Jesus. Through His blood, sacrificed for us...we are reconciled to a Holy God, even though we have not personally earned it. God request that we do one thing. ONE THING, accept Jesus as your bridge (saviour). Acknowledge that you cannot cross over on your own. Start with that tiny bit of faith, and God will multiply it. When you think about the fact that we can spend eternity together and with God in heaven by having this faith, why would you not want to confess that?
As I witnessed myself first hand this week, life does not consist in duration, but donation. Live a life that is pleasing to God. Use your God given talents to live with heaven in mind. Work toward the goal and then you will be ready when He calls you home.
A question he ask is; What is life except preparation for eternity?
He talks about death and how powerless is truly it is. He also reminds us that it is only through death that we can go to God up until the resurrection, and that He never ask us to go someplace He has not already gone himself. "Rather than Rid us of our wealth, it introduces us to riches eternal." (Lutzer, on speaking of death)
In the Beth Moore study this week she talked about death as a transition from this life as we know it, into a glorious life we have only heard about. She spoke of death as the same as basically taking a coat off..then walking on through. You just drop the coat and keep on walking with no hesitation. In the bible even Jesus himself tells us that on that day, the very day we die..we will go to be with Him. Luke 24:43 There are many other references to that same fact in the bible.
The bible also refers to dying as going to sleep. We go to sleep and then wake up in the arms of the Lord, we should not fear that. Ewrin Lutzer talks about how sometimes if is hard for us to fall asleep..if we aren't tired. He goes on to say that those who enjoy good health, a fulfilling vocation, wholesome family life~ they aren't necessarily looking forward to going to sleep... because they aren't tired, they aren't ready. They want some more time. A big reason for that is that the other side of life is unknown for the most part. We fear the unknown. Once however a person arrives on the other side...they have no qualms about staying there. They want everyone else to come!!
We get attached here to this place, but it is not truly our home. Grace in dying does not mean that we will be free from sorrow. They can bury our body, BUT they cannot bury us. Christ wept at the tomb of Lazarus, He cried out and asked for His own death to be delayed. He understands!! Grief is how we heal. It is to be expected. Your presence and your tears may bring more comfort to a grieving person than anything else. It shows them that you care. Words can't always convey that.
Romans 8:18 tells us to live with heaven in mind. The way to to do this is to learn how God wants you to live, what He desires of you. If you read the bible it is clear that God desires a relationship with each and everyone of us. He has made a "bridge" (given us a saviour) so to speak, that crosses over straight to Him. That bridge (saviour) is Jesus. Through His blood, sacrificed for us...we are reconciled to a Holy God, even though we have not personally earned it. God request that we do one thing. ONE THING, accept Jesus as your bridge (saviour). Acknowledge that you cannot cross over on your own. Start with that tiny bit of faith, and God will multiply it. When you think about the fact that we can spend eternity together and with God in heaven by having this faith, why would you not want to confess that?
As I witnessed myself first hand this week, life does not consist in duration, but donation. Live a life that is pleasing to God. Use your God given talents to live with heaven in mind. Work toward the goal and then you will be ready when He calls you home.
Saturday, January 26, 2008
It's not about ME
Isaiah 44:2 " I am your creator. You were in my care even before you were born." No birth is by mistake or mishap. God custom made you. He determined your talents, He designed your body. You were made for a reason. He put you here in this time for a purpose. He has already decided how long you will live. Our lives are in His hands, and they always have been. (Psalms 139:16)
Even though we are being bombarded daily..almost by the minute, of making it "all about me", that is not what it is all about. If you spend your time focusing on YOU, and how YOU can make things better for YOU... YOU are missing all that life has to offer! You are missing God's whole plan for the universe. You do not have the capability to know what is best, without asking God's input. He created you, He knows what is best for you. He knows what you are designed for.
It is almost enough to make me laugh out loud now at how much I thought I was making ME happy, by doing what I wanted. I got stuck in a cycle about 10 or 12 years ago, of being very ME centered. The whole thing of " I'm not happy". I need to do what I need to do to make ME happy. Let me tell you right now that the things I choose to do were stupid, and brought no true happiness to my life. They brought me momentary good feelings, that almost destroyed my life as I know it. I got so sucked into doing what made ME feel good, that became my focus. I pretty much acted like God did not even exist. It was "all about me". The thing that is most upsetting to me now, is that I kept being like this, and yet never finding happiness. I became so conditioned by society to focus on myself... I just kept right on trying to find my happiness. The thing that I had no idea of was that my happiness wasn't dependent upon me. What brings true happiness and peace to your life is a life that is pleasing to God. When I switched gears...after allowing myself to sink to despair (from all of this great happiness I was bringing myself), when I changed focus and put ME on the back burner for awhile~ amazingly I started feeling totally different. The more I did it, the better I felt. I started asking God to guide me, to show me, to comfort me. All the feelings I had so strongly desired to bring myself, God brought to me.
Focus on what is truly most important in life and your life will be forever changed. I can give you a hint, these things will not be things. They will not be status. They will not be on a social ladder or an economical ladder. They will not be something you can purchase. These things will be given to you freely and abundantly. All you have to do is receive.
Even though we are being bombarded daily..almost by the minute, of making it "all about me", that is not what it is all about. If you spend your time focusing on YOU, and how YOU can make things better for YOU... YOU are missing all that life has to offer! You are missing God's whole plan for the universe. You do not have the capability to know what is best, without asking God's input. He created you, He knows what is best for you. He knows what you are designed for.
It is almost enough to make me laugh out loud now at how much I thought I was making ME happy, by doing what I wanted. I got stuck in a cycle about 10 or 12 years ago, of being very ME centered. The whole thing of " I'm not happy". I need to do what I need to do to make ME happy. Let me tell you right now that the things I choose to do were stupid, and brought no true happiness to my life. They brought me momentary good feelings, that almost destroyed my life as I know it. I got so sucked into doing what made ME feel good, that became my focus. I pretty much acted like God did not even exist. It was "all about me". The thing that is most upsetting to me now, is that I kept being like this, and yet never finding happiness. I became so conditioned by society to focus on myself... I just kept right on trying to find my happiness. The thing that I had no idea of was that my happiness wasn't dependent upon me. What brings true happiness and peace to your life is a life that is pleasing to God. When I switched gears...after allowing myself to sink to despair (from all of this great happiness I was bringing myself), when I changed focus and put ME on the back burner for awhile~ amazingly I started feeling totally different. The more I did it, the better I felt. I started asking God to guide me, to show me, to comfort me. All the feelings I had so strongly desired to bring myself, God brought to me.
Focus on what is truly most important in life and your life will be forever changed. I can give you a hint, these things will not be things. They will not be status. They will not be on a social ladder or an economical ladder. They will not be something you can purchase. These things will be given to you freely and abundantly. All you have to do is receive.
Friday, January 25, 2008
Billy Joe Hicks
I received news last night of the passing of Billy Hicks. He is my niece's uncle. He was more than that to her..... he was like her dad~ he was alot of everything!
He was this super nice wonderful guy. A loving father, devoted husband, all around awesome human being.
He was perfectly fine on Monday, Tuesday...woke up with flu like symptoms... and later that day passed away.
I can't sleep. I keep thinking about them. I keep thinking about all of us.
I worry about saying stuff sometimes, I don't want anyone to think I am a nut or anything... then something like this happens, and it shows me that it doesn't really matter what people think. For the very fact that I love everyone of you~ I am telling you that you need to make sure that your life is right with God. None of us know the moment that He will call. What better example than the passing of Billy. A man in the prime of his life. A good man, an excellent man, a dedicated man, with a loving family...
I love all of you guys so much, I never want to be without you. Thankfully, God gives us that option. I am living proof of a life being in shambles, and God bringing peace and fixing it all. I just want to put that out there.
I woke up about Three this morning, and have been prompted to be praying for the the loss of Billy and for all of our family. It is now a little after four. I had no plans of writing anything, but I think God wanted more than my silent prayers.
See below for info on services.
Billy Joe Hicks 43,
Indianapolis, died January 22, 2008. Billy was born to the late Willie and Patricia Hicks on April 23, 1964. He worked at Poindexter Excavating, Inc. for 21 years as an estimator.
Billy is survived by his wife, Marla; a daughter, Amanda Hicks; granddaughter, Caitlin Hicks;
brothers, Jacky Hicks and Willie (Jennifer) Hicks; sisters, Diana Ahlgrim, Donna Hicks, Lisa (Mark) Smith, and Melissa Hicks;
nieces, Erin ( Jon), Emily, Shelby, Shayna, and Sydney; nephews, Eric, Matthew, Frederick, Ethan, and Jacob;
mother and father-in-law, Darleen and Charles Campbell; and sisters-in-law, Sondra Kramer, Laura Montgomery, and Debbie Wolfarth.
He was preceded in death by his parents and brothers-in-law, Greg Ahlgrim and Dale Wolfarth.
Services will be Saturday, January 26, 2008 at noon at Legacy Funeral Center, where friends may call from 10 a.m. until service time. Burial will be at Memorial Park Cemetery.
He was this super nice wonderful guy. A loving father, devoted husband, all around awesome human being.
He was perfectly fine on Monday, Tuesday...woke up with flu like symptoms... and later that day passed away.
I can't sleep. I keep thinking about them. I keep thinking about all of us.
I worry about saying stuff sometimes, I don't want anyone to think I am a nut or anything... then something like this happens, and it shows me that it doesn't really matter what people think. For the very fact that I love everyone of you~ I am telling you that you need to make sure that your life is right with God. None of us know the moment that He will call. What better example than the passing of Billy. A man in the prime of his life. A good man, an excellent man, a dedicated man, with a loving family...
I love all of you guys so much, I never want to be without you. Thankfully, God gives us that option. I am living proof of a life being in shambles, and God bringing peace and fixing it all. I just want to put that out there.
I woke up about Three this morning, and have been prompted to be praying for the the loss of Billy and for all of our family. It is now a little after four. I had no plans of writing anything, but I think God wanted more than my silent prayers.
See below for info on services.
Billy Joe Hicks 43,
Indianapolis, died January 22, 2008. Billy was born to the late Willie and Patricia Hicks on April 23, 1964. He worked at Poindexter Excavating, Inc. for 21 years as an estimator.
Billy is survived by his wife, Marla; a daughter, Amanda Hicks; granddaughter, Caitlin Hicks;
brothers, Jacky Hicks and Willie (Jennifer) Hicks; sisters, Diana Ahlgrim, Donna Hicks, Lisa (Mark) Smith, and Melissa Hicks;
nieces, Erin ( Jon), Emily, Shelby, Shayna, and Sydney; nephews, Eric, Matthew, Frederick, Ethan, and Jacob;
mother and father-in-law, Darleen and Charles Campbell; and sisters-in-law, Sondra Kramer, Laura Montgomery, and Debbie Wolfarth.
He was preceded in death by his parents and brothers-in-law, Greg Ahlgrim and Dale Wolfarth.
Services will be Saturday, January 26, 2008 at noon at Legacy Funeral Center, where friends may call from 10 a.m. until service time. Burial will be at Memorial Park Cemetery.
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
When You Just Don't Understand
I have been asked several times in recent days about why God would allow this to happen or that to happen. I would love to be able to give an answer and bring comfort to those that are hurting..to make them immediately be able to comprehend, and not fear the circumstance. The problem is, I can't. I don't know why.
Some things just cannot be understood, they are a mystery to us~ for now. I firmly believe however that God does have a plan in things that happen good or bad. I don't think he makes things happen that are bad as a punishment of any sort, nor that he causes bad. I do think that at times he allows bad to happen, and then he uses it for good in the end. I think much of the bad that happens today is caused by poor decisions people make on their own accord. Me included. When we are not walking in the path of light...I think it is clear that the boat is going to rock. God has given us a pretty detailed guide book, that in most instances spells out how to live, yet we tend to ignore it. Satan is also in much of this. He can prod our minds....our thoughts, and lead us down a path that only causes destruction. If he sees you getting close to God, trust that satan is going to bring some hairy situations your way!
God though, can take a situation that is bad and turn it into good. I have seen this happen in my own life more than once.
We have some wonderful people we have known for many years. We met them at a church we attended many years ago. We met them while going to church, yet before we had a true relationship with Christ. They stood out to both my husband and I as just really nice people. You thought of them and a smile just came to your face. Well, we lost contact with them over the years. During those years, my husband and I drifted quite a bit ourselves. We were in no way living by the guidelines God had given us. We were not "bad" people, but we were not walking in the light either.
Well, two years ago this couple lost their son, Luke, in an auto accident. We were driving to the funeral home, and I felt overcome by a need to get back into the church. I can't explain the almost urgency of my feelings. We went in to see these parents, and they brought comfort to us. They brought comfort to us!! We all cried together, but they..even in their mourning, brought hope to my heart.
Their son had recommitted his own life to Christ in the year before the accident. They knew where he was, and knew they would be reunited. They were devastated at the loss, but so grateful that he was a child of the King! That night, I laid myself out on the line with God. I wanted what they had. I have never looked back.
This was a bad thing, a sad thing, a hurtful thing..... BUT, God used it for good. I don't know how many other lives were affected by that family, but I know that my life was turned around. I was reunited with the King myself. In turn I want to bring others with me. In doing this, I honor Luke, and I honor God. I am sure that at the moment our friends learned of the loss of their son, it was not a moment of rejoicing. But, when I recently spoke with them, they were rejoicing at the possibility of how many lives have been and will be saved through their son's death.
This is just one example, there are many more, even in my own life. Sometimes God is teaching us something, or strengthening us, preparing us....testing us.
People may not be able to see any good when they are in the middle of the hurt, the crisis. However, in looking back.... you can surely see the providence of God.
Some things just cannot be understood, they are a mystery to us~ for now. I firmly believe however that God does have a plan in things that happen good or bad. I don't think he makes things happen that are bad as a punishment of any sort, nor that he causes bad. I do think that at times he allows bad to happen, and then he uses it for good in the end. I think much of the bad that happens today is caused by poor decisions people make on their own accord. Me included. When we are not walking in the path of light...I think it is clear that the boat is going to rock. God has given us a pretty detailed guide book, that in most instances spells out how to live, yet we tend to ignore it. Satan is also in much of this. He can prod our minds....our thoughts, and lead us down a path that only causes destruction. If he sees you getting close to God, trust that satan is going to bring some hairy situations your way!
God though, can take a situation that is bad and turn it into good. I have seen this happen in my own life more than once.
We have some wonderful people we have known for many years. We met them at a church we attended many years ago. We met them while going to church, yet before we had a true relationship with Christ. They stood out to both my husband and I as just really nice people. You thought of them and a smile just came to your face. Well, we lost contact with them over the years. During those years, my husband and I drifted quite a bit ourselves. We were in no way living by the guidelines God had given us. We were not "bad" people, but we were not walking in the light either.
Well, two years ago this couple lost their son, Luke, in an auto accident. We were driving to the funeral home, and I felt overcome by a need to get back into the church. I can't explain the almost urgency of my feelings. We went in to see these parents, and they brought comfort to us. They brought comfort to us!! We all cried together, but they..even in their mourning, brought hope to my heart.
Their son had recommitted his own life to Christ in the year before the accident. They knew where he was, and knew they would be reunited. They were devastated at the loss, but so grateful that he was a child of the King! That night, I laid myself out on the line with God. I wanted what they had. I have never looked back.
This was a bad thing, a sad thing, a hurtful thing..... BUT, God used it for good. I don't know how many other lives were affected by that family, but I know that my life was turned around. I was reunited with the King myself. In turn I want to bring others with me. In doing this, I honor Luke, and I honor God. I am sure that at the moment our friends learned of the loss of their son, it was not a moment of rejoicing. But, when I recently spoke with them, they were rejoicing at the possibility of how many lives have been and will be saved through their son's death.
This is just one example, there are many more, even in my own life. Sometimes God is teaching us something, or strengthening us, preparing us....testing us.
People may not be able to see any good when they are in the middle of the hurt, the crisis. However, in looking back.... you can surely see the providence of God.
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Let Your Light Shine
The women's retreat at our church is coming up!! Our study is going to be one by Bill Hybel's, entitled, "Walk Across the Room". Our theme is "Let you Light Shine!" He is awesome and our retreat committee is awesome, so you are bound to have an awesome time!! Come...walk across the room and let your light shine with ours! It is Friday, Feb 15th beginning around 6ish, and will continue until Saturday around 3ish. It is going to be held at Camp Camby near Mooresville. If you can only come for Saturday, that is fine too!! Various pricing, depending upon room accommodations and full or partial retreat. I believe max price is $60.00. It is going to be fun, fun, fun!! We will have lots of food, some crafts, games, singing, a singer, being silly, and study. We are also watching the Anita Renfro DVD momsense on Friday evening!! She is hilarious! Registrations need to be in by Feb 3rd..so make sure I know if you want to go!! Email me.
Speaking Out Ministries
We have some friends, Logan and Amber Parker, that are going into the mission field to China in May. The Name of their ministry is called "Speaking Out Ministries". They both attended Johnson Bible College and that is where they met prior to being married in 2006. Both are graduating in May from the missions program of Victory Bible Institute. They are going to the Dominican Republic on March 9th for a short mission trip and are in need of some additional support for their ministry. Total support needed is $3200.00 They trust that God will provide, be it directly or indirectly. I would love to be able to help them on this endeavor. I am asking all of you to pray about this.
If you feel it laid upon your heart to contribute, please contact speakingoutministries@gmail.com They can give you details of how to contribute.
No amount is too small!!
If all of you who read this in one week would each send $5.00... They would be well on their way. They need $2174.00 by the 1st of Feb. Let's pitch in and help them achieve this goal! I believe that it is God's providence that I started this site.... it could be specifically to help them, and by doing so, helping hundreds of others. I don't know. One day the answer will be available. God Bless!
p.s. If I can get it figured out, I will post their newsletters here each month I recieve them.
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Integrity
On to a new Beth Moore study.... man, has that lady been anointed by God or what!?!?!?!?
We are having a study on the book of Daniel. It is very good! This week was our second, and I could have sat through several more sessions tonight alone.
One of the things we are discussing is how there is a parallel between Babylon then (greedy, self-centered, materialistic...), and our world today (greedy, self-centered, materialistic...). I know I have said before how it freaks me out how much it is all the same now as it was then. BUT.... it does!! This is the same thing over again. I loved tonight when she explained the dream of Nebuchadnezzar. She talked about in the dream of the head of the statue being gold, the arms and chest being silver, the stomach and thighs being bronze, the legs being iron, and the feet being baked clay. This dream was a prophecy and Daniel explained it to the King. Each body area mentioned represented a world empire yet (at that time) to come and how they would rule.
These prophecies were also spoke of in the book of Isaiah and they were all fulfilled, ending with the Roman Empire in 63 B.C. to A.D. 476
What was so awesome about Beth explaining this, was that she made us aware of the fact that each item of raw material was worth less and less as it moved down the body...but, each item was stronger as it moved down the body. Beth is saying this, and I am like "yeah...okay, so?" Well, then she says that this is just like our culture today. We give up value to gain what we think is strength or to be in a stronger position. You allow your own beliefs to become irrelevant to gain popularity or position.
"We will live lives of integrity on purpose, or we will not do it all." Beth Moore
We are having a study on the book of Daniel. It is very good! This week was our second, and I could have sat through several more sessions tonight alone.
One of the things we are discussing is how there is a parallel between Babylon then (greedy, self-centered, materialistic...), and our world today (greedy, self-centered, materialistic...). I know I have said before how it freaks me out how much it is all the same now as it was then. BUT.... it does!! This is the same thing over again. I loved tonight when she explained the dream of Nebuchadnezzar. She talked about in the dream of the head of the statue being gold, the arms and chest being silver, the stomach and thighs being bronze, the legs being iron, and the feet being baked clay. This dream was a prophecy and Daniel explained it to the King. Each body area mentioned represented a world empire yet (at that time) to come and how they would rule.
These prophecies were also spoke of in the book of Isaiah and they were all fulfilled, ending with the Roman Empire in 63 B.C. to A.D. 476
What was so awesome about Beth explaining this, was that she made us aware of the fact that each item of raw material was worth less and less as it moved down the body...but, each item was stronger as it moved down the body. Beth is saying this, and I am like "yeah...okay, so?" Well, then she says that this is just like our culture today. We give up value to gain what we think is strength or to be in a stronger position. You allow your own beliefs to become irrelevant to gain popularity or position.
"We will live lives of integrity on purpose, or we will not do it all." Beth Moore
some thoughts...
After reading the devotional below, well.... it gave me much to think about. One thing that is heavy on mind right now is a friend of mine that has been going through some pretty big test. Sometimes I sit and wonder why it is happening. I wonder how she can endure it. I try to figure out what it is that is going to be made good by this. In other words, I completely forget that fact that God's hand is in it. I forget that these times can be, and many times are used to make us what our destiny... through God's eyes... is to be. Though it isn't easy to endure, she is doing it by the grace of God, by relying on God. I on the other hand, find myself running from it.
The world today is so caught up in self serving happenings, that we have forgotten~ or perhaps chose to ignore what our purpose here is. I can't even begin to cover all of that. I do know however that it is not to run from the bad, or to cower like a scared puppy. Part of our purpose to to stand up to the challenge. Face the test, and take God along with you. The bible tells us that all things are possible with God. He cannot do a whole lot though, if we aren't asking Him or allowing Him to do so. God has a plan, a purpose, a reason for me, for my life. It is up to me to take full advantage of that plan, purpose, and reason.
The world today is so caught up in self serving happenings, that we have forgotten~ or perhaps chose to ignore what our purpose here is. I can't even begin to cover all of that. I do know however that it is not to run from the bad, or to cower like a scared puppy. Part of our purpose to to stand up to the challenge. Face the test, and take God along with you. The bible tells us that all things are possible with God. He cannot do a whole lot though, if we aren't asking Him or allowing Him to do so. God has a plan, a purpose, a reason for me, for my life. It is up to me to take full advantage of that plan, purpose, and reason.
Sunday, January 13, 2008
back to the scripture I gave a few days ago...
"He who is impulsive exhalts folly" Proverbs 14:29 "In the house of the wise are stores of choice food and oil, but a foolish man devours all he has." Proverbs 21:20
oh wow!! I am so excited about this class at our church. It is Dave Ramsey's Financial Peace University class. This is only our second week, but I have such a different attitude already! I think my husband it dumbfounded that he could preach to me for twenty some odd years, and not get through... and then Dave comes along, and kaboom !! I GET IT. I get it, and I am excited about it. Have you ever known anyone excited to go on a budget?? I AM !! I have loved every minute of this teaching.
It is funny in a way, and real horribly tragic in another that I have not "gotten it" until now. My husband and I have been having a great time teasing about the BUDGET since this classs started. We have never had any type of "plan" before. (well, I think he has..in his head, and part of it was keeping me away from the money) I am not materialistic in any way, shape, or form. But money burns a hole in my pocket. I think if I have it, I should spend it..or could spend it, so why not just go ahead and spend it. More than half of the time I do not spend it on me. I spend it on anyone. I could meet a stranger and give them money. Actually, I have! I was in a store one time and this kid was scoping out some candy. It appeared that there was a good chance this was not something he was used to getting. I was assuming this based on various things. Well, anyway... I gave him a couple of dollars, and told him to pick something out, then I left. I did the same thing in our cafeteria one day at work. I saw this young mother, with two little ones. It seemed to me that life may have been a tad hard on them.... so when I paid for my lunch, I paid 10.00 $ extra and asked for the cashier to put it toward the mom's bill.
I do things like this ALL the time! The only thing is, they don't always benefit others. Not in the two mentioned cases, but plenty of others I have put myself in! Sometimes it teaches them that someone will take care of them, so don't worry about taking care of yourself. Sometimes it is teaching them to be impulsive. It can be very very worldly to just hand money out and have no thought about where it is going or why. I have done this plenty though...too much.
I used to think that the bible said that money is the root of all evil. About two years ago, I learned that the LOVE of money is the root of all evil. To save money or to be wise with your money is not hoarding your money or being "evil". It is actually quite the opposite. It is biblical to do so.
I am all about this class! It is totally made for people like me, who are dorks about money. As if tommorow is never going to come (which one day it won't) I have never given a second thought to saving a dime. Now I am well on my way to having a serious "emergency fund", plus a savings, plus grocery money, plus bill money, plus pocket money, plus...most importantly, perhaps... HAIR money!! I have more money to plan how to spend than I ever have, or at least is seems that way having it all written out on paper. I also am quite fortunate that my husband has always been a "cash basis only" person. We are blessed to have no credit card debt at all. I am getting control of my money instead of it controlling me. I can still give other people money and do good things with it, but it will be on a more limited basis, and it will have a tangible cap that I can see.
Dosen't the bible say something about a fool and his money parting....
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
What's Changed?
From "Streaming Faith Devotionals"
To someone who wasn't sure what all changed when you become a new creation in Christ...because they couldn't SEE the difference in themselves when they looked in the mirror. written by Rev. Alan Riley
The truth is a lot changed, it just wasn't as readily apparent as he wanted it to be.
Here's what changed: God gave me a new heart. I found it a whole lot easier to be patient and forgiving with people because I was now aware that I had been forgiven.
He gave me new desires. I found myself wanting to spend time with Him in prayer, to study His word, and to hang out with other followers of Jesus.
He gave me a sense of meaning and purpose. As I began walking with Christ and growing in him, I began to realize that He did indeed love me and have a plan for my life. The thing about plans is that they are more apparent after they've been realized. Looking back, I clearly see His leadership, guidance and protection over my life since that day.
He gave me a new destination. I was a good kid before I came to know Christ. I never beat anyone up, committed a crime or hung around with hoodlums. But there are lots of good people in hell because they depended on their good works to get them into heaven. After I came to know Him, my eternal destination was heaven.
When you come to faith in Christ, God makes you new from the inside out, where it really counts. You might look the same, but you are not the same person. All things are new!
I can attest to that!! God Bless, I pray for your heart to be opened to
these truths. The worse thing that can happen is to not even bother finding out if it is true. Research it for yourself, do your own little experiment ! xoxo M
To someone who wasn't sure what all changed when you become a new creation in Christ...because they couldn't SEE the difference in themselves when they looked in the mirror. written by Rev. Alan Riley
The truth is a lot changed, it just wasn't as readily apparent as he wanted it to be.
Here's what changed: God gave me a new heart. I found it a whole lot easier to be patient and forgiving with people because I was now aware that I had been forgiven.
He gave me new desires. I found myself wanting to spend time with Him in prayer, to study His word, and to hang out with other followers of Jesus.
He gave me a sense of meaning and purpose. As I began walking with Christ and growing in him, I began to realize that He did indeed love me and have a plan for my life. The thing about plans is that they are more apparent after they've been realized. Looking back, I clearly see His leadership, guidance and protection over my life since that day.
He gave me a new destination. I was a good kid before I came to know Christ. I never beat anyone up, committed a crime or hung around with hoodlums. But there are lots of good people in hell because they depended on their good works to get them into heaven. After I came to know Him, my eternal destination was heaven.
When you come to faith in Christ, God makes you new from the inside out, where it really counts. You might look the same, but you are not the same person. All things are new!
I can attest to that!! God Bless, I pray for your heart to be opened to
these truths. The worse thing that can happen is to not even bother finding out if it is true. Research it for yourself, do your own little experiment ! xoxo M
Monday, January 07, 2008
Saturday, January 05, 2008
Who are you Hanging out With?
Today I had the privilege to spend time with one of my children. What a blessing to take the day and just hang out. Sure, there was plenty for me to do otherwise... but none of those things could have left me with the feelings I have this evening after I spent the entire day "hanging" with him.
I love getting reconnected with my kids after having some time apart. I miss them being here 24/7. I never thought the days would come again, when I could just do anything I wanted. Having two children barley more than a year apart took alot. Now, that those growing up years have passed... it seems it was all way too fast. I have all the time in the world to do what I want, the thing is~~ that is not what I want anymore.
I was writing in my prayer journal a little bit ago, and it occurred to me how God must feel when we spend our time with Him. When we give Him our undivided attention. It has to be something real close to what I felt today with my own child. Everything just seems right in the world when the people you love are doing well and your relationship with them is flourishing. I was thinking how God must just smile when we pray, or when we read His word...or serve Him in any way. What warmth it must bring to His heart. What a longing He has for His children, All of his children....but perhaps mostly for the one that is gone astray. The one that doesn't visit anymore. I can only believe that as much as each of us having a relationship makes Him feel, it makes Him even more desire one with those that have not accepted Him into their lives. Any parent wants to know that their child is well and things are looking great for their future. Why would God be any different? I think He really misses us horribly when we go our own way. I think it breaks His heart and when we don't talk to Him, when we don't listen to Him. I would imagine this to be twice as tough when we claim to have Him as our Lord, and yet don't show that by anything we do. As a parent though, I also know.... no matter what, His love will not leave. When we make the decision to do what is right, when we re-establish the relationship~ He is going to be there, with open arms.
Go to your Creator tonight... tell Him that you have missed Him. Catch back up with one another. Allow Him to wrap you up in His arms and to just love you.
I love getting reconnected with my kids after having some time apart. I miss them being here 24/7. I never thought the days would come again, when I could just do anything I wanted. Having two children barley more than a year apart took alot. Now, that those growing up years have passed... it seems it was all way too fast. I have all the time in the world to do what I want, the thing is~~ that is not what I want anymore.
I was writing in my prayer journal a little bit ago, and it occurred to me how God must feel when we spend our time with Him. When we give Him our undivided attention. It has to be something real close to what I felt today with my own child. Everything just seems right in the world when the people you love are doing well and your relationship with them is flourishing. I was thinking how God must just smile when we pray, or when we read His word...or serve Him in any way. What warmth it must bring to His heart. What a longing He has for His children, All of his children....but perhaps mostly for the one that is gone astray. The one that doesn't visit anymore. I can only believe that as much as each of us having a relationship makes Him feel, it makes Him even more desire one with those that have not accepted Him into their lives. Any parent wants to know that their child is well and things are looking great for their future. Why would God be any different? I think He really misses us horribly when we go our own way. I think it breaks His heart and when we don't talk to Him, when we don't listen to Him. I would imagine this to be twice as tough when we claim to have Him as our Lord, and yet don't show that by anything we do. As a parent though, I also know.... no matter what, His love will not leave. When we make the decision to do what is right, when we re-establish the relationship~ He is going to be there, with open arms.
Go to your Creator tonight... tell Him that you have missed Him. Catch back up with one another. Allow Him to wrap you up in His arms and to just love you.
Friday, January 04, 2008
Talk to God about It, Give it to Him!
We are continuing to read the book titled "The Book of God". It has been a bit of a slow process, as we are keeping to our agreement of reading together. We don't have a ton of time together....so much reading gets done in the car. We have been trying to read a chapter a night, but whoever is the listener..tends to nod off~~~ We are at page 377 ( which is the equivalent of being in first Kings) . If you have ever wanted to understand the bible better, to grasp meaning from the old testament...meaning you can understand, then read this book! You can borrow my copy when I am done! I am so glad that God put it in this author's heart to write this. I look forward to getting to read it each day. I am so excited to find out what happens next!
Things have been going excellent for me at work. How miraculous when you change your own attitude, and give ownership of your problems to God, how they just seem to dissipate from taking so much of your time. When will I ever learn to just do this?? Why to I struggle and struggle with something, before I let God take care of it? Maybe my pridefulness? Maybe my need to take care of me by myself? Maybe my drive to get it done right now???? My life could be so much easier if I just gave the control over to Him. So why don't I do it? I DON"T KNOW. Perhaps it has something to do with being human. I do know that I am going to work on just that. From the time I wake up in the morning until I go to sleep at night... I am going to hang signs around my house, in my car, at work. They are just going to say, " Did you talk to God about it?" "Give it to Him." I think that it will soon become a way of life if I saturate myself in it.
Here is my list, just copy, cut, and paste....
" Did you talk to God about it?" "Give it to Him."
“Did you talk to God about it?" "Give it to Him."
“Did you talk to God about it?" "Give it to Him."
“Did you talk to God about it?" "Give it to Him."
“Did you talk to God about it?" "Give it to Him."
“Did you talk to God about it?" "Give it to Him."
“Did you talk to God about it?" "Give it to Him."
“Did you talk to God about it?" "Give it to Him."
“Did you talk to God about it?" "Give it to Him."
Things have been going excellent for me at work. How miraculous when you change your own attitude, and give ownership of your problems to God, how they just seem to dissipate from taking so much of your time. When will I ever learn to just do this?? Why to I struggle and struggle with something, before I let God take care of it? Maybe my pridefulness? Maybe my need to take care of me by myself? Maybe my drive to get it done right now???? My life could be so much easier if I just gave the control over to Him. So why don't I do it? I DON"T KNOW. Perhaps it has something to do with being human. I do know that I am going to work on just that. From the time I wake up in the morning until I go to sleep at night... I am going to hang signs around my house, in my car, at work. They are just going to say, " Did you talk to God about it?" "Give it to Him." I think that it will soon become a way of life if I saturate myself in it.
Here is my list, just copy, cut, and paste....
" Did you talk to God about it?" "Give it to Him."
“Did you talk to God about it?" "Give it to Him."
“Did you talk to God about it?" "Give it to Him."
“Did you talk to God about it?" "Give it to Him."
“Did you talk to God about it?" "Give it to Him."
“Did you talk to God about it?" "Give it to Him."
“Did you talk to God about it?" "Give it to Him."
“Did you talk to God about it?" "Give it to Him."
“Did you talk to God about it?" "Give it to Him."
Tuesday, January 01, 2008
Blessings for the New Year!!
I am so excited about the upcoming year! I plan to make it the best I have ever had as an individual, as a wife, as a mom, as a friend....as a child of God. I feel the best I have ever felt going into a new year! I am so excited about what God may have in store for me and my family! I feel peace in my soul, my heart is light, and my desire to serve is greater than ever!
One of the things this past year has shown me more than anything at all, is how good God truly is and what an amazing difference He truly can make in your life. Even though trials have come my way... and they have threatened to knock me flat~ God has seen me through and given me even more confidence and good than the trial tried to take away. Everything isn't perfect, but I can deal with everything. I don't find myself sinking into a pit like I may have (and did) a few years ago. I can see past RIGHT NOW. I have hope for my future. I have faith in the promises that have been made to me!
Some people have a hard time believing that merely asking Jesus into your heart, can make such a huge difference in your life...but I tell you, it does! It doesn't happen over night. In time though, as you draw closer and establish the relationship offered freely to all of us.... God will lay it upon your heart to make changes.
The changes will vary in all of us depending upon what it is in your life that needs changing. It may just be your thought process. It may be much deeper. I know that I had a lot of changes to make. Many I did not even know about until after I committed my life to Him. I used to basically make fun of people telling me that God had changed their heart. I would think... "yikes!, great..another religious nut I am going to have to listen to." I am sure God was having His own laugh at me!
Then, it began happening to me.
He changes your heart, trust me. He changes your thoughts, your convictions, your vision, your ability to just love even when you don't want to. He makes changes, oh wow~~ how he makes changes.
Thanks to each and everyone of you who have been a part of this whole process while He has been changing me. Here is to the best year yet! May we all strive to be under God's will... God's plan for our lives. This year may be the last, this DAY may be the last~~
I want to live with no regrets. I hope you will join me. Have a Blessed New Year! xoxo M
One of the things this past year has shown me more than anything at all, is how good God truly is and what an amazing difference He truly can make in your life. Even though trials have come my way... and they have threatened to knock me flat~ God has seen me through and given me even more confidence and good than the trial tried to take away. Everything isn't perfect, but I can deal with everything. I don't find myself sinking into a pit like I may have (and did) a few years ago. I can see past RIGHT NOW. I have hope for my future. I have faith in the promises that have been made to me!
Some people have a hard time believing that merely asking Jesus into your heart, can make such a huge difference in your life...but I tell you, it does! It doesn't happen over night. In time though, as you draw closer and establish the relationship offered freely to all of us.... God will lay it upon your heart to make changes.
The changes will vary in all of us depending upon what it is in your life that needs changing. It may just be your thought process. It may be much deeper. I know that I had a lot of changes to make. Many I did not even know about until after I committed my life to Him. I used to basically make fun of people telling me that God had changed their heart. I would think... "yikes!, great..another religious nut I am going to have to listen to." I am sure God was having His own laugh at me!
Then, it began happening to me.
He changes your heart, trust me. He changes your thoughts, your convictions, your vision, your ability to just love even when you don't want to. He makes changes, oh wow~~ how he makes changes.
Thanks to each and everyone of you who have been a part of this whole process while He has been changing me. Here is to the best year yet! May we all strive to be under God's will... God's plan for our lives. This year may be the last, this DAY may be the last~~
I want to live with no regrets. I hope you will join me. Have a Blessed New Year! xoxo M
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