I have basically been living life on my own lately, like totally on my own. Though God desires to be a part, I have kept myself secluded from him for about two weeks now. I don't know why. I do know how though, I lost my "connection".
I read a story last night about this guy that couldn't get his car to start. Ended up that the battery cable connections were totally corroded. The junk causing the corrison was blocking the ability of the power to reach the battery.
There virtually was no connection.
This same thing happens to us sometimes. We don't even realize that this corrosion is building. It can be a slow process, it can be a fast process. Nothing even has to be in the way of the connection, we just don't use it, so we lose it. Our connection is lost, and the power just doesn't come through. All we have to do is clear the path. The power is there waiting to be tapped into. Sometimes you don't even realize that the corrosion is occurring. Then one day you realize that something in your life is missing. You don't have that same spark you did. You lose touch~ you slow your Bible reading, you quit praying.... you lose your connection.
I lost my connection. I never lost my faith, but I lost my close realtionship. I am thankful to God that I have the connection back now. He knew just what I needed, at just the right time. I am so thankful that He continues to pursue me, even when I don't keep in touch. Thanks God for putting the people and circumstances in my life that drive me to you. I love you!
Wednesday, June 04, 2008
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Thursday, May 08, 2008
Somebody is Praying for You
I read this (below) this morning, and had to smile... how thankful I am that others have loved me enough to pray for me! Never under estimate the power of intercessory prayer!!
www.StreamingFaith.com
May 08, 2008
Somebody is Praying for You
by Bishop Keith Butler www.StreamingFaith.com
May 08, 2008
Somebody is Praying for You
For I say, through the grace given unto me, to every man that is among you, not to think of himself more highly than he ought to think; but to think soberly, according as God hath dealt to every man the measure of faith. Romans 12:3 (KJV)
We need to give credit where credit is due. You may be very blessed. And if you are, know this: it is not you that caused it. You are blessed because God blessed you. That is the opinion you ought to have of yourself. Realize that your blessings did not start and end with you. They started and ended with God. Somebody has been praying for you, and it was their prayers that brought you through.
The way God does things sometimes astonishes me. With God, it does not matter how much you learned in school. It does not matter how good you can scheme and maneuver the business deal. It does not matter how eloquent your speech is. That is not what's putting you over. What's putting you over is that God has blessed you in spite of yourself. Somebody who has gone on before you prayed for you to be blessed.
Some of us had mothers, grandmothers and great-grandmothers that prayed for God's mercy to be extended toward us. Some of us are still living off the prayers and blessings of great-grandparents that we have never even met.
To think soberly is being aware that God has somebody praying for you right now in the midnight hour. They are praying and interceding for you so that mercy could come your way. So, when you fall down and hit your face on the pavement of life, God has somebody praying for you.
When you keep everything in proper perspective, you can think soberly, understanding that God and only God gets the glory for all the good in your life. God is good all the time.
Give glory to His holy name!
Scripture Reference: Romans 13:7; Matthew 22:21
Tuesday, May 06, 2008
Make it a Goal..to Ensure Eternal Life
HI ! I arrived yesterday in Tuscon, it is awesome, beautiful, cool (like "neato" cool, not cool cool),.... We have been very busy learning, learning, learning!! Not alot of down time, and not very good wireless access so far. Bear with me if this cuts me off in mid post!!
I posted an email below that I received from my nephew and niece. I would appreciate you guys reading it and praying for them and considering to assist financially in any way God leads you.
I finally got to attend my church yesterday! I was so glad! I enjoyed the church I went to with my mother -in-law while she was unable to drive, but it just isn't the same as fellowship with people you have made relationships with at your home church...people you have prayed with, prayed for, and who have prayed for you. I have had a great time visiting Owen Valley Christian Fellowship! I loved there services! I hope to implement some of their style into our own services. I loved how friendly everyone was & seeing the many smiling faces. I'll have to say that if I did not have a home church, I would certainly attend there! I am glad to be back "home" again :-)
One thing this past Sunday that really stood out in my mind that our pastor talked about was, ( not quoting.. just summing it up) when I see what extremes people will go to, to ensure they have more time left here on this earth in their earthly body~ what they sacrifice for a life that will end in a few years no matter what... I wonder what they will do to ensure that they are going to eternity? He talked about the guy that broke and cut off his own arm to ensure escape from being trapped under a boulder. How hard it was, yet necessary to ensure that life did not end there on that mountain top.
What would you do to ensure your life eternal? Are you doing it, are you thinking about it, are you acting upon it?
I posted an email below that I received from my nephew and niece. I would appreciate you guys reading it and praying for them and considering to assist financially in any way God leads you.
I finally got to attend my church yesterday! I was so glad! I enjoyed the church I went to with my mother -in-law while she was unable to drive, but it just isn't the same as fellowship with people you have made relationships with at your home church...people you have prayed with, prayed for, and who have prayed for you. I have had a great time visiting Owen Valley Christian Fellowship! I loved there services! I hope to implement some of their style into our own services. I loved how friendly everyone was & seeing the many smiling faces. I'll have to say that if I did not have a home church, I would certainly attend there! I am glad to be back "home" again :-)
One thing this past Sunday that really stood out in my mind that our pastor talked about was, ( not quoting.. just summing it up) when I see what extremes people will go to, to ensure they have more time left here on this earth in their earthly body~ what they sacrifice for a life that will end in a few years no matter what... I wonder what they will do to ensure that they are going to eternity? He talked about the guy that broke and cut off his own arm to ensure escape from being trapped under a boulder. How hard it was, yet necessary to ensure that life did not end there on that mountain top.
What would you do to ensure your life eternal? Are you doing it, are you thinking about it, are you acting upon it?
Friday, May 02, 2008
The Veil
In our women's study we have been learning intimately about the tabernacle. I would have never really thought in a million years it would keep my interest. I stand here today and tell you (ok, sit and type), It has been amazing! I am sure that much of it has to do with Beth Moore and her ability to just pull me in. I am also sure that having my mind open to learning and understanding the word has benefited me greatly! But WOW! I love being able to see & connect all these things in the bible now and have much more clarity about them. The veil~ I never thought much of the word...something a bride wears, right? The significance of what I have learned of the veil will enable me to never look at that word the same again.
I was reading II Corinthians today, and it mentions the veil quite a bit. A veil is clearly a separation (from what I have learned in my study). II Corinthians talks about our hearts being covered with a veil.. our minds being covered with a veil. I think the people in Corinth were set so much on the LAW, they made it hard to remove the veil. They were so caught up in the law, they forgot all about the unveiling (Christ death), they forgot about grace and the one who came so that we might receive it. God wants our hearts and minds to be unveiled... and to bask in His glory.
I was reading II Corinthians today, and it mentions the veil quite a bit. A veil is clearly a separation (from what I have learned in my study). II Corinthians talks about our hearts being covered with a veil.. our minds being covered with a veil. I think the people in Corinth were set so much on the LAW, they made it hard to remove the veil. They were so caught up in the law, they forgot all about the unveiling (Christ death), they forgot about grace and the one who came so that we might receive it. God wants our hearts and minds to be unveiled... and to bask in His glory.
ddddddddddSoak it in, radiate it out.
We have got to keep pressing on toward better behavior, no doubt.... I think Paul is clearly telling us to stop being "religious" and "legalistic". Remove the veil, remove the condemnation~ The veil is torn~ from top to bottom, He wants us to enter in just as we are. We must be unveiled to begin this relationship and to maintain it. You cannot veil yourself from God. Just be you. Don't make things complicated, keep it simple. Keep it true. When the veil is gone, that is when you will really see God and the grace of God. Yep, the new testament really is the old testament revealed... Beth Moore is right again!
Thursday, May 01, 2008
my purpose????
It has been almost two years ago now that I embarked upon this journey of figuring out "what my purpose is". I had heard a lot about it...but never bothered to venture out and figure it out for myself. I was brand new to having a relationship with God. Though I had been a "Christian" for twenty something years.... I had never given it all over and truly invited Jesus into my heart. I was just going through the motions before~~ It had been suggested to me to start a prayer journal to help me visualize what God's purpose was for me, and for me to thus...discover my life purpose. I plan to post those beginning conversations here as I get this blog up and running.
I never really attended church a a child. I knew and believed there was a heaven, a mighty God...but as far as His love for me... a personal relationship with Christ, the sacrifice made..... I had no clue.
Thankfully, God does not care about what has happened in my past, or my lack of knowledge to His word. He has pursued me, for me....and that was His only motive. He has been following me around all my life... just waiting for me to grab ahold! Many obstacles have been in my way, most self imposed. I think the biggest obstacle though, for me was just surrendering. Right where I was in my life, with all my bad habits ~ It took me a long time to realize that I could never be what I was designed to be by trying to do it all on my own. Having taken God on as my partner...my lifeline, it is all falling into place. It is so much easier too. Instead of allowing the obstacles to put up roadblocks that stop me, I am able to climb over the obstacles, and reach the other side.
I never really attended church a a child. I knew and believed there was a heaven, a mighty God...but as far as His love for me... a personal relationship with Christ, the sacrifice made..... I had no clue.
Thankfully, God does not care about what has happened in my past, or my lack of knowledge to His word. He has pursued me, for me....and that was His only motive. He has been following me around all my life... just waiting for me to grab ahold! Many obstacles have been in my way, most self imposed. I think the biggest obstacle though, for me was just surrendering. Right where I was in my life, with all my bad habits ~ It took me a long time to realize that I could never be what I was designed to be by trying to do it all on my own. Having taken God on as my partner...my lifeline, it is all falling into place. It is so much easier too. Instead of allowing the obstacles to put up roadblocks that stop me, I am able to climb over the obstacles, and reach the other side.
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
A process....
I was baptized nearly 20 years ago. That saddens me. It saddens me because I realize now that I did it out of a legalism thing, instead of out of my heart. It was what I was supposed to do.
I went to church regularly during that time of my life, but I never had a relationship with Christ. I never even knew there was any difference in going to church, and having a relationship. I know now that LOTS of people go to church, not half as many have a relationship .... I was one of them, for a long time. I eventually quit going to church (probably due to lack of relationship). The really scary saddest part of all is that I taught Sunday school... I helped with the youth, I taught at vacation bible school. I went to church Sunday morning, Sunday night, Wednesday night.... Yet I knew nothing. NOTHING. I was not a Christian in the Bible sense of the word. I was a Christian in the worldly sense of the word...if that makes sense. The honest truth is, I had no idea I was a "fake".
If you knew me then, forgive me for making claims I knew nothing about. Forgive me for being such a poor example. I was doing the best I could with what knowledge I had. Thank God that He lingered around me...He never gave up. He is revealing himself and His word to me continuously. It is a process. I am loving the trip!
I went to church regularly during that time of my life, but I never had a relationship with Christ. I never even knew there was any difference in going to church, and having a relationship. I know now that LOTS of people go to church, not half as many have a relationship .... I was one of them, for a long time. I eventually quit going to church (probably due to lack of relationship). The really scary saddest part of all is that I taught Sunday school... I helped with the youth, I taught at vacation bible school. I went to church Sunday morning, Sunday night, Wednesday night.... Yet I knew nothing. NOTHING. I was not a Christian in the Bible sense of the word. I was a Christian in the worldly sense of the word...if that makes sense. The honest truth is, I had no idea I was a "fake".
If you knew me then, forgive me for making claims I knew nothing about. Forgive me for being such a poor example. I was doing the best I could with what knowledge I had. Thank God that He lingered around me...He never gave up. He is revealing himself and His word to me continuously. It is a process. I am loving the trip!
Monday, April 28, 2008
Refresh and Renew
In Epshesian 4:23 we read that we are to be constantly renewed in the spirits of our minds, having a fresh mental and spiritual attitude. Attitudes begin in our minds. Our minds are renewed by the word of God, and by rest.
If reading the word daily renews our minds and changes our attitudes, then why aren't we making more effort to do it? I can start out having the best of intentions, and then the next thing I know it is time for something else....so again I put "refreshing my mind" on the back burner. This keeps happening and happening through the day, until I realize that I am not my usual happy self. My prayers don't seem to "connect". I feel a million miles away from God, when last week I felt like His best friend.
Who do you think moved?
We cannot and will not stay refreshed and renewed if we do not make an effort to do it. He is speaking to us through His word. Pray for your mind to be opened and renewed prior to opening His word. Allow the Spirit to convict you of this and then act upon it. Reading for ten minutes, is better than not reading at all.
Set aside the time. Schedule it if you have to! Don't let other things bump it out. It is crucial and is going to affect all other aspects of your life. Things will actually go much better once you ahve the routine down! You will be amazed how much better your attitude will become when it is freshened up with words from God.
Our pastor told us this weekend that God specifically set a day aside for us to rest. He did this with a purpose. We NEED that time. We need to renew our bodies. We need to rest and refresh! You cannot go,go,go...and keep going. Your body will just eventually stop being able to "go". Our minds are the same way. "Plug in" to the word and get recharged. It is sort of like one of those super chargers.... a little charge goes a long way. Just remember to do it again, and don't ever let the charge go out all the way.
If reading the word daily renews our minds and changes our attitudes, then why aren't we making more effort to do it? I can start out having the best of intentions, and then the next thing I know it is time for something else....so again I put "refreshing my mind" on the back burner. This keeps happening and happening through the day, until I realize that I am not my usual happy self. My prayers don't seem to "connect". I feel a million miles away from God, when last week I felt like His best friend.
Who do you think moved?
We cannot and will not stay refreshed and renewed if we do not make an effort to do it. He is speaking to us through His word. Pray for your mind to be opened and renewed prior to opening His word. Allow the Spirit to convict you of this and then act upon it. Reading for ten minutes, is better than not reading at all.
Set aside the time. Schedule it if you have to! Don't let other things bump it out. It is crucial and is going to affect all other aspects of your life. Things will actually go much better once you ahve the routine down! You will be amazed how much better your attitude will become when it is freshened up with words from God.
Our pastor told us this weekend that God specifically set a day aside for us to rest. He did this with a purpose. We NEED that time. We need to renew our bodies. We need to rest and refresh! You cannot go,go,go...and keep going. Your body will just eventually stop being able to "go". Our minds are the same way. "Plug in" to the word and get recharged. It is sort of like one of those super chargers.... a little charge goes a long way. Just remember to do it again, and don't ever let the charge go out all the way.
Sunday, April 27, 2008
The song that sees me through
I finally found a clip of this music to post. Click on the link below the words to this song to listen to the clip.
What a Faithful God by Robert Critchley
Lord, I come before Your throne of grace. I find rest in Your presence, and fullness of Joy.
In worship and wonder, I behold Your face. Singing what a faithful God have I
What a faithful God have I, What a faithful God What a faithful God have I, Faithful in every way.
Lord of mercy, You have heard my cry. Through the Storm You're the beacon, My song in the night In the shelter of Your wings Hear my hearts reply, Singing what a faithful God have I
What a faithful God have I, What a faithful God. What a faithful God have I, Faithful in every way.
Lord, all sovereign Granting peace from heaven. Let me comfort those who suffer, With the comfort You have given. I will tell of Your great love For as long as I live.. Singing what a faithful God have I.
What a faithful God have I, What a faithful God. What a faithful God have I, Faithful in every way.
What a faithful God have I, what a faithful God. What a faithful God....
What a Faithful God by Robert Critchley
Lord, I come before Your throne of grace. I find rest in Your presence, and fullness of Joy.
In worship and wonder, I behold Your face. Singing what a faithful God have I
What a faithful God have I, What a faithful God What a faithful God have I, Faithful in every way.
Lord of mercy, You have heard my cry. Through the Storm You're the beacon, My song in the night In the shelter of Your wings Hear my hearts reply, Singing what a faithful God have I
What a faithful God have I, What a faithful God. What a faithful God have I, Faithful in every way.
Lord, all sovereign Granting peace from heaven. Let me comfort those who suffer, With the comfort You have given. I will tell of Your great love For as long as I live.. Singing what a faithful God have I.
What a faithful God have I, What a faithful God. What a faithful God have I, Faithful in every way.
What a faithful God have I, what a faithful God. What a faithful God....
http://www.wildox.ca/2002/mp3s/critchley/bt/02-WhatAFaithfulGod.mp3
Thursday, April 24, 2008
Come to know His love
Good Morning! I hope your day is awesome and your load is light! I am so looking forward to the next several days of working on the Emmaus Walk. I cannot wait to see lives transformed. It seriously is amazing. Please be praying that God is with each person there and that all get maximum benefits from the time we will spend together.
Ephesians 3:19 Amplified Bible
19[That you may really come] to know [practically, [a]through experience for yourselves] the love of Christ, which far surpasses [b]mere knowledge [without experience]; that you may be filled [through all your being] [c]unto all the fullness of God [may have the richest measure of the divine Presence, and [d]become a body wholly filled and flooded with God Himself]!
I am so thankful for each and every one of you :-) My life has been blessed beyond belief. It is amazing to me that the love I feel for my family, my friends....but, it is nothing compared to the love Christ has for each of us. The Bible tells us His love surpasses all understanding, When I think about how much love I have within me, it is too much to even fathom the love of Christ. I guess that is why I feel this overwhelming joy withing my soul... there is just too much love there to do nothing! It is like that song~ I wanna sing, I wanna shout... praise the Lord da da da da.. da da da da.. praise the Lord!! All you have to do is let Him in, take a little time to become acquainted and allow His love to come to you and in turn pour out of you. Adios Amigos..until Sunday xoxo Michelle
Update from Logan and Amber from Speaking Out Ministries
Dear Friends,
I just wanted to share a quick update with you. Today Logan and I received some more finances and we are now only $500 away from our goal for our trip to China this summer! This is an incredible miracle and we appreciate all of you who have been praying and supporting us. Please e-mail us with any prayer requests that you have!
With Love in Christ,
Amber
Ephesians 3:19
19[That you may really come] to know [practically, [a]through experience for yourselves] the love of Christ, which far surpasses [b]mere knowledge [without experience]; that you may be filled [through all your being] [c]unto all the fullness of God [may have the richest measure of the divine Presence, and [d]become a body wholly filled and flooded with God Himself]!
Ephesians 3:19 Amplified Bible
19[That you may really come] to know [practically, [a]through experience for yourselves] the love of Christ, which far surpasses [b]mere knowledge [without experience]; that you may be filled [through all your being] [c]unto all the fullness of God [may have the richest measure of the divine Presence, and [d]become a body wholly filled and flooded with God Himself]!
I am so thankful for each and every one of you :-) My life has been blessed beyond belief. It is amazing to me that the love I feel for my family, my friends....but, it is nothing compared to the love Christ has for each of us. The Bible tells us His love surpasses all understanding, When I think about how much love I have within me, it is too much to even fathom the love of Christ. I guess that is why I feel this overwhelming joy withing my soul... there is just too much love there to do nothing! It is like that song~ I wanna sing, I wanna shout... praise the Lord da da da da.. da da da da.. praise the Lord!! All you have to do is let Him in, take a little time to become acquainted and allow His love to come to you and in turn pour out of you. Adios Amigos..until Sunday xoxo Michelle
Update from Logan and Amber from Speaking Out Ministries
Dear Friends,
I just wanted to share a quick update with you. Today Logan and I received some more finances and we are now only $500 away from our goal for our trip to China this summer! This is an incredible miracle and we appreciate all of you who have been praying and supporting us. Please e-mail us with any prayer requests that you have!
With Love in Christ,
Amber
Ephesians 3:19
19[That you may really come] to know [practically, [a]through experience for yourselves] the love of Christ, which far surpasses [b]mere knowledge [without experience]; that you may be filled [through all your being] [c]unto all the fullness of God [may have the richest measure of the divine Presence, and [d]become a body wholly filled and flooded with God Himself]!
Monday, April 21, 2008
the weekend whizzed by!
Hello! This weekend has been action packed! Can it truly be Monday morning already??
God blessed me this weekend with not only being able to spend time with my mom and sisters and extended family... but to also give support for cancer research by particpating in the "Walk for Cure" activities on Saturday. Though it was fairly cold and raining, many were there proudly honoring and lifting loved ones affected by this disease.
We all walked in memory and honor of my grandma, Virginia Mattingly. Grandma went to be with the Lord 23 years ago this June. I feel sad that I did not have an opportunity to know her as an adult, but am thankful that I do have many memories of her throughout my life. Some are hilarious and some are sad. I am blessed with all of them and that her life can live on through me. Thanks Grandma !
I also helped to sponsor a friend to go on the Emmaus walk this weekend, so things were pretty busy with that as well. God is amazing how He works everything out! How uplifting to spend the closing ceremony with so many awesome fellow believers! We heard testimony after testimony of how God performed his awesomeness in their lives. It was a great weekend indeed! I am off to work for two days, then headed to Camp Indi-Co-So to work my first Emmaus! If I don't talk to anyone before that, will be back next Sunday night. xoxo Michelle
God blessed me this weekend with not only being able to spend time with my mom and sisters and extended family... but to also give support for cancer research by particpating in the "Walk for Cure" activities on Saturday. Though it was fairly cold and raining, many were there proudly honoring and lifting loved ones affected by this disease.
We all walked in memory and honor of my grandma, Virginia Mattingly. Grandma went to be with the Lord 23 years ago this June. I feel sad that I did not have an opportunity to know her as an adult, but am thankful that I do have many memories of her throughout my life. Some are hilarious and some are sad. I am blessed with all of them and that her life can live on through me. Thanks Grandma !
I also helped to sponsor a friend to go on the Emmaus walk this weekend, so things were pretty busy with that as well. God is amazing how He works everything out! How uplifting to spend the closing ceremony with so many awesome fellow believers! We heard testimony after testimony of how God performed his awesomeness in their lives. It was a great weekend indeed! I am off to work for two days, then headed to Camp Indi-Co-So to work my first Emmaus! If I don't talk to anyone before that, will be back next Sunday night. xoxo Michelle
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
The main thing is to keep the main thing the main thing.
"The main thing is to keep the main thing the main thing."
I read that today, written by Joyce Myers, and couldn't agree more! Sometimes it is so hard to keep our priorities in order. Society constantly is badgering us to keep up with the Jones', in reality all we have to do is seek His kingdom, and all else will be given to us.
Matthew 6:33"But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well."
We are so busy trying to keep up to par with everyone else, that we forget the fact that God has promised us to take care of everything if we seek Him first. I am so amazed how my life is flowing without me doing anything other than what I am supposed to be doing according to the Word. I think about how when I was trying to make my life great, to be happy, to keep up... I was self serving, and it never brought me the satisfaction that was promised. NOW, I try to seek self last (key word, TRY) and seek God's kingdom first... and TA-DA .... my life is going along just marvelous! It is funny too how quickly God will remind me of that when I begin to go astray.
I am not saying that I don't have any trials, or nothing bad happens. That is not the case at all. However, when these things happen, I don't fall apart and get freaked out. I know that everything does have a purpose, and my life is not going to abruptly stop if an issue arises. I still have my inner joy, I don't crumble.... I pray to the one who has promised to care for me, comfort me, and never abandon me.
See Psalms 37:4
Sunday, April 13, 2008
Sometimes I Forget to be Thankful! please forgive me.
Good Sunday Morning!
I was privileged to participate in a "prayer meeting" last night, where I saw lives transformed. I saw outright gratefulness and awe and people become real. I love to partake in things like this, as it renews my own soul...seeing them so overtaken with God's love. There is just nothing better than to be with a community of fellow believers, to sing together and pray together...to break bread together! I love the bond it forms between complete strangers.
Sometimes as we go along in this life, and things get sort of mundane... I think we forget (or at least I do) how awesome God's love is. We forget how it feels to be totally wrapped up in it! We forget to seriously count our blessing and be truly thankful.
After arriving home last night, as my mind replayed the evening, it hit me how truly blessed I am. I was sitting there thinking about all my blessings, and it was overwhelming! Not only did God sacrifice His only son, for my redemption..He did it with no strings attached. He loves me and wants the very best for me. I have done nothing to deserve this. In truth, I am unworthy.
As I reflected on this, things just came pouring to me... the extreme amount of blessings I have been given personally. All I could think was WOW, WOW, wow! Who am I to receive all of this?
It is easy to get caught up in the little things of life that annoy us. It is so easy to get upset with someone, to have a negative attitude, to lose sight of what is truly important... Really, we don't even deserve the things that are given to us freely. We take them for granted. We complain about our jobs, our kids, the TV is broken, the car won't start... Instead of embracing what God has laid at our feet, we whine about it. We are like an ungrateful five year old that doesn't like the present you got him. The thing is, we aren't five...and we don't even have a reason to have the present given. Yet, we forget to be thankful. To be grateful. Not one of us can claim a bigger sacrifice given than our Creator... and yet, He just keeps giving. Amazing~
Write out your blessings today. Take the time to realize your blessings and to be truly thankful for them. Even the water that comes out the spout is a blessing.
I was privileged to participate in a "prayer meeting" last night, where I saw lives transformed. I saw outright gratefulness and awe and people become real. I love to partake in things like this, as it renews my own soul...seeing them so overtaken with God's love. There is just nothing better than to be with a community of fellow believers, to sing together and pray together...to break bread together! I love the bond it forms between complete strangers.
Sometimes as we go along in this life, and things get sort of mundane... I think we forget (or at least I do) how awesome God's love is. We forget how it feels to be totally wrapped up in it! We forget to seriously count our blessing and be truly thankful.
After arriving home last night, as my mind replayed the evening, it hit me how truly blessed I am. I was sitting there thinking about all my blessings, and it was overwhelming! Not only did God sacrifice His only son, for my redemption..He did it with no strings attached. He loves me and wants the very best for me. I have done nothing to deserve this. In truth, I am unworthy.
As I reflected on this, things just came pouring to me... the extreme amount of blessings I have been given personally. All I could think was WOW, WOW, wow! Who am I to receive all of this?
It is easy to get caught up in the little things of life that annoy us. It is so easy to get upset with someone, to have a negative attitude, to lose sight of what is truly important... Really, we don't even deserve the things that are given to us freely. We take them for granted. We complain about our jobs, our kids, the TV is broken, the car won't start... Instead of embracing what God has laid at our feet, we whine about it. We are like an ungrateful five year old that doesn't like the present you got him. The thing is, we aren't five...and we don't even have a reason to have the present given. Yet, we forget to be thankful. To be grateful. Not one of us can claim a bigger sacrifice given than our Creator... and yet, He just keeps giving. Amazing~
Write out your blessings today. Take the time to realize your blessings and to be truly thankful for them. Even the water that comes out the spout is a blessing.
Thursday, April 10, 2008
Speaking Out Ministries
A note (see below) from Amber and Logan at Speaking Out Ministries. I highly recommend supporting them!! Every dollar counts, Thanks!
(For those that don't know, this couple is planning mission work in China. They will be going on a "trial run" this summer. China is in desperate need of people to be willing to share the gospel. Their government is quite opposed to Christianity.)
Dear Friends,
Logan and I wanted to write you all and share with you the joy that we have today. We were able to purchase our airplane tickets! Praise God!!! We want to thank all of you who have helped us get this far. We are still needing $3,000 for in country ministry, language studies, and food while we are there. Once again thank you for your prayers and our support, we would not be here without you. Please check out our website http://www.speakingoutministries.com/ for more information.
****If you would like to help support us please make checks payable to Logan Parker and mail them to:
Logan Parker
5604 E 71st place #907
Tulsa, OK 74136
(For those that don't know, this couple is planning mission work in China. They will be going on a "trial run" this summer. China is in desperate need of people to be willing to share the gospel. Their government is quite opposed to Christianity.)
Dear Friends,
Logan and I wanted to write you all and share with you the joy that we have today. We were able to purchase our airplane tickets! Praise God!!! We want to thank all of you who have helped us get this far. We are still needing $3,000 for in country ministry, language studies, and food while we are there. Once again thank you for your prayers and our support, we would not be here without you. Please check out our website http://www.speakingoutministries.com/ for more information.
****If you would like to help support us please make checks payable to Logan Parker and mail them to:
Logan Parker
5604 E 71st place #907
Tulsa, OK 74136
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
creative writing assignment...
This is a letter I wrote while doing some "creative writing" . I was supposed to be writing an essay about having died.... what would I have wanted to tell those I left behind.
I thought this blog and would be a perfect avenue to tell you all right NOW, what I would have wished I had said before departing.
To my wonderful family and friends,
I know where I am going and for this I am glad. So many people have had direct influence on my ability to reach the ultimate destination. The one that sealed my eternity though, was Jesus.
Many of you know Him, many of you know OF Him. I am imploring with all of you to make it your top priority to develop a relationship with Him. Don’t wait until you die to learn how you should have lived. As Jim Elliott said, “He is no fool, who gives what he cannot keep, to gain what he cannot lose.”
I spent so much of my life being afraid of what others would think or say… of being ridiculed. There is nothing anyone can say or do that will affect your life more than accepting Jesus as your own personal savior. Now, from beyond, let me tell you how thankful I am that God never gives up on us. He holds nothing against us. Once we confess our sin and ask for forgiveness, it is done! You have nothing to prove to God. He already knows all you have done… good and bad. There is no hiding, no amount of wrong doing. No sin is great enough that would turn his back on you. Sin is sin, a lie, speeding, cheating, and even taking a life. They hold the same weight in God’s eye. To have you in his fold though, that is more important to Him than anything.
The bible, God’s word tells us of amazing things yet to come. We have only been exposed to a small fraction of what truly awaits us. Don’t risk not getting to enjoy it all. Don’t sacrifice your soul for earthly pleasures. I want to see you again. I want to laugh and touch your arm, see your smile.. I want to share a life with you where there are no deadlines, no worries, and no pain.
There is so much I need to say, so much I want you to know. But there is nothing more crucial I can share with you than to open your bible, read God’s word, pray…and ask Jesus into your heart. Confess your sins, ALLOW them to be forgiven, accept your eternal life. Continue this relationship regardless of anything else.
Not sure how to maintain it? Do it just like any other relationship. God wants nothing more from you than you would want out of a relationship. No one knows how long they are going to remain alive here on earth. Ask God for the strength and wisdom to help you live wisely. Seek His will; be convicted through His spirit of your sins…..
Keep your eye on the prize and be ready upon leaving this earth to hear your heavenly father say, “Well done my good and faithful servant, come in…come in!”
I thought this blog and would be a perfect avenue to tell you all right NOW, what I would have wished I had said before departing.
To my wonderful family and friends,
I know where I am going and for this I am glad. So many people have had direct influence on my ability to reach the ultimate destination. The one that sealed my eternity though, was Jesus.
Many of you know Him, many of you know OF Him. I am imploring with all of you to make it your top priority to develop a relationship with Him. Don’t wait until you die to learn how you should have lived. As Jim Elliott said, “He is no fool, who gives what he cannot keep, to gain what he cannot lose.”
I spent so much of my life being afraid of what others would think or say… of being ridiculed. There is nothing anyone can say or do that will affect your life more than accepting Jesus as your own personal savior. Now, from beyond, let me tell you how thankful I am that God never gives up on us. He holds nothing against us. Once we confess our sin and ask for forgiveness, it is done! You have nothing to prove to God. He already knows all you have done… good and bad. There is no hiding, no amount of wrong doing. No sin is great enough that would turn his back on you. Sin is sin, a lie, speeding, cheating, and even taking a life. They hold the same weight in God’s eye. To have you in his fold though, that is more important to Him than anything.
The bible, God’s word tells us of amazing things yet to come. We have only been exposed to a small fraction of what truly awaits us. Don’t risk not getting to enjoy it all. Don’t sacrifice your soul for earthly pleasures. I want to see you again. I want to laugh and touch your arm, see your smile.. I want to share a life with you where there are no deadlines, no worries, and no pain.
There is so much I need to say, so much I want you to know. But there is nothing more crucial I can share with you than to open your bible, read God’s word, pray…and ask Jesus into your heart. Confess your sins, ALLOW them to be forgiven, accept your eternal life. Continue this relationship regardless of anything else.
Not sure how to maintain it? Do it just like any other relationship. God wants nothing more from you than you would want out of a relationship. No one knows how long they are going to remain alive here on earth. Ask God for the strength and wisdom to help you live wisely. Seek His will; be convicted through His spirit of your sins…..
Keep your eye on the prize and be ready upon leaving this earth to hear your heavenly father say, “Well done my good and faithful servant, come in…come in!”
Ask for Living Water
I listened to an audio CD of one of Max Lucado's books today, Come Thirsty. I had a long drive, and cannot stand to be doing nothing at all, so I popped it in.
Jesus answered her, "If you knew the gift of God and who it is that asks you for a drink, you would have asked him and he would have given you living water." John 4: 10
He speaks much of Jesus being the living water... about how God promised to give us His Spirit to dwell within us like living water, when Jesus was gone. It just all clicked to me today when Max was talking about how flood waters can carry a house miles away,,, and yet they are nothing compared to the water we have. He talked about how you don't have to tell water where to go, you just drink it, and it goes to where the body needs it ~ The same is true for living water, but just like tap water.. we have to drink it, sometimes gulp it. Our physical bodies have a way of making us know they are thirsty. Our mouth gets dry, our tongue feels thick our skin gets dry, we get circles around our eyes......
Our spiritual body gives us those same indicators when we need a drink of Living water. We don't feel the joy, we feel lazy, we get irritated easily, we have a bad attitude... We need to take a drink of His water, and allow it to quench our thirst.
Revelation 22:17 The Spirit and the bride say, "Come!" And let him who hears say, "Come!" Whoever is thirsty, let him come; and whoever wishes, let him take the free gift of the water of life
Max goes on to say that even though we may be standing in a river, we can still thirst to death if we don't scoop the water up to our mouths to drink it. The same is true spiritually. We can study, we can go to church, we can listen to christian radio....... it will do nothing for us if we don't take it in. How are we do this? Just ask. Ask to filled with the Living water, the Holy Spirit. We are promised by God that if we ask, He will give it. We have to be open to accept it.
Everyday, before your feet hit the floor, ask Him to be filled with His Spirit, His water...then stay in it all day, let it flow through you and guide you in all you do. Soon you will be like that house, just floating along without a ounce of effort...as God works through you.
Jeremiah 17:13 O LORD, the hope of Israel, all who forsake you will be put to shame. Those who turn away from you will be written in the dust because they have forsaken the LORD, the spring of living water
Jesus answered her, "If you knew the gift of God and who it is that asks you for a drink, you would have asked him and he would have given you living water." John 4: 10
He speaks much of Jesus being the living water... about how God promised to give us His Spirit to dwell within us like living water, when Jesus was gone. It just all clicked to me today when Max was talking about how flood waters can carry a house miles away,,, and yet they are nothing compared to the water we have. He talked about how you don't have to tell water where to go, you just drink it, and it goes to where the body needs it ~ The same is true for living water, but just like tap water.. we have to drink it, sometimes gulp it. Our physical bodies have a way of making us know they are thirsty. Our mouth gets dry, our tongue feels thick our skin gets dry, we get circles around our eyes......
Our spiritual body gives us those same indicators when we need a drink of Living water. We don't feel the joy, we feel lazy, we get irritated easily, we have a bad attitude... We need to take a drink of His water, and allow it to quench our thirst.
Revelation 22:17 The Spirit and the bride say, "Come!" And let him who hears say, "Come!" Whoever is thirsty, let him come; and whoever wishes, let him take the free gift of the water of life
Max goes on to say that even though we may be standing in a river, we can still thirst to death if we don't scoop the water up to our mouths to drink it. The same is true spiritually. We can study, we can go to church, we can listen to christian radio....... it will do nothing for us if we don't take it in. How are we do this? Just ask. Ask to filled with the Living water, the Holy Spirit. We are promised by God that if we ask, He will give it. We have to be open to accept it.
Everyday, before your feet hit the floor, ask Him to be filled with His Spirit, His water...then stay in it all day, let it flow through you and guide you in all you do. Soon you will be like that house, just floating along without a ounce of effort...as God works through you.
Jeremiah 17:13 O LORD, the hope of Israel, all who forsake you will be put to shame. Those who turn away from you will be written in the dust because they have forsaken the LORD, the spring of living water
Sunday, April 06, 2008
Saturday, April 05, 2008
Look INside
WOW, we went to look at this house today... small home in the country, a creek runs through the property. No neighbors in view...woods behind the property. Looked nice. Looked cozy. Nice new windows and siding. The Flowers were beginning to come up. It was such a beautiful day, which made the surroundings even better! The sun was shining down, the birds were singing and it was warm! Then....
We went inside. The floors were warped..you had to basically climb Mount Everest to get through the hallway, the kitchen was scary (to say the least), the door frames were not aligned, you could see to the outside from one bedrooms. The house smelled horrible. The wiring was from the 20's, the closets consisted of a board nailed up to the wall with a pole hanging from it. The ceilings showed obvious signs of a leaking roof..... on and on.
On the way back to our home, I just could not stop thinking about house this house appeared, and how the house truly was. I thought about how we disguise ourselves to people... and how God sees what is really in the inside. You can do whatever you want to decorate the package, but the package is not what is important. If all you are working on is making things appear like they are in in good shape, then I encourage you to stop. Take inventory, and begin inside. As you work on the inside, the outside will reflect it. Beauty will just shine even if you don't try to let it. The outside should reflect what is in the package, not disguise it. Never think for one minute that what you are showing to the world is all that is seen.
We went inside. The floors were warped..you had to basically climb Mount Everest to get through the hallway, the kitchen was scary (to say the least), the door frames were not aligned, you could see to the outside from one bedrooms. The house smelled horrible. The wiring was from the 20's, the closets consisted of a board nailed up to the wall with a pole hanging from it. The ceilings showed obvious signs of a leaking roof..... on and on.
On the way back to our home, I just could not stop thinking about house this house appeared, and how the house truly was. I thought about how we disguise ourselves to people... and how God sees what is really in the inside. You can do whatever you want to decorate the package, but the package is not what is important. If all you are working on is making things appear like they are in in good shape, then I encourage you to stop. Take inventory, and begin inside. As you work on the inside, the outside will reflect it. Beauty will just shine even if you don't try to let it. The outside should reflect what is in the package, not disguise it. Never think for one minute that what you are showing to the world is all that is seen.
Thursday, April 03, 2008
Wednesday, April 02, 2008
About two years ago, I read this book called "In His Steps" It is a classic by Charles Sheldon. It is not at typical book I would read, as it was somewhat old fashioned like... sorta written different than something that would catch my attention. At the time I was so seeking anything at all that would teach me about real faith in Christ, and how to live that life. It took me awhile to get into it, but soon....I read nothings else. Now, every time I see the book at a used store, I buy it. I have 6,7...8 copies perhaps. I want everyone to read it. Even though the setting and characters are dorky, in my opinion, the message is awesome! A pastor of a church gets tired of his congregation not "being real". He is tired of people talking the talk, but not walking the walk. He makes a challenge to those who truly want to make a difference and commit themselves. They cannot do anything at all without first asking themselves, "what would Jesus do?" NO matter what it might be...... business related, personal ~~ all of their life, at every minute. Is it something Jesus would do, and if not, why are they then. Also, to take a look at things that they are not doing that they should..like getting to know their neighbors, giving of self, giving of money, living each day as it is the last.
I want our church to do this. I want to do this. I cannot imagine the difference we could make as a community of believers if we seriously took every single thing to God before making a decision. If we simply asked, "what would Jesus do?" And then, if we responded as Jesus would. We would need the support of each other, we would need the backing and encouragement. I wonder if there is a bible study on this out there somewhere? I'll let you know what I find. God Bless!
I want our church to do this. I want to do this. I cannot imagine the difference we could make as a community of believers if we seriously took every single thing to God before making a decision. If we simply asked, "what would Jesus do?" And then, if we responded as Jesus would. We would need the support of each other, we would need the backing and encouragement. I wonder if there is a bible study on this out there somewhere? I'll let you know what I find. God Bless!
Sunday, March 23, 2008
The Curtain was Torn
During the lifetime time of Jesus, the Holy Temple in Jerusalem was the center of Jewish religious life. Here was the place that animal sacrifices were carried out, and worship according to the Law of Moses was commanded, and followed faithfully.Hebrews 9:1-9 tells us that in the Temple a veil separated the Holy of Holies where God dwelt from the rest of the Temple where men dwelt. This signified that man was separated from God by sin (Isaiah 59:1-2). Only the High Priest was permitted to pass beyond this veil once each year (Exodus 30:10; Hebrews 9:7), enter into God's presence for all of Israel, and make atonement for their sins (Leviticus 16).
The Gospels speak of the death of Jesus. When He died on the cross, many things happened at that very same moment. One of things that occurred at that moment, was the tearing of the curtain in the temple.
The scriptures, in Mark 15:38, say "the curtain was torn from top to bottom."
During Jesus' time on earth, no one was allowed to enter behind the curtain ~ The Most Holy Place ~ other than a high priest. The high priest could only enter once a year. He did so to to take an atonement for his sins and the sins of the people. This atonement was the blood of a slain animal. The blood was a covering for the sins of the people.
When the curtain was torn, it opened the way for all to enter the Holy of Holies. All could go into God's presence by the blood covering of a slain man, who took on all of our sins. Recall that the veil was torn from top to bottom. The veil was so high and so thick that no man could have done this feat. It was God himself, opening the way. He opened a new way of living, and a new way to approach Him.
After God established this route, He then enabled Jesus to rise from the dead and come to Him forevermore. These are the same things God has lain in place for us. Our lives here on earth will end, and when they do... God himself will bring us to Him. Through the opening ( the blood of Christ) He has provided we are made holy and we are reconciled straight to Him.
"For what I received I passed on to you as of first importance: that Christ died for our sins according to the Scriptures, that he was buried, that he was raised on the third day according to the Scriptures."1 Corinthians 15:3-4
Woo who~ Happy Easter ! Happy Resurrection Sunday! Happy Life Eternal! Get ready to sing and dance.......
Saturday, March 22, 2008
Death Has Been Defeated
Wow... I have let myself get so off track lately. It is amazing how fast you can lose your focus when you let other things crowd your life! I have been praying to God for direction, and He has shown me that I have got to get it together!!
I went to a play last night and tonight, titled "Who is This Man, Jesus?"
I could go watch it a bunch more! Unfortunately I will have to wait until around next Easter to have privilege of that blessing again. I am looking forward to it, and I pray that many of you will be able to attend as well. It certainly moved me beyond measure. I LOVE when that happens! :-) It was written and directed by Liz Kirkland who attends Lighthouse Community Church. She is awesome and God gave her this fabulous vision that she put into a play to that all could be touched by the life of Jesus is a visual no one will soon forget.
Tomorrow is Easter. How privileged we are as a body of believers to be able to celebrate the sacrifice given, of the life Christ... so that we may have eternal life with Him. That is what Easter is all about, His love. He died so that we may live. Let's all try to keep the true focus of this holiday in focus. Christ was crucified on the Friday before Easter, and then rose again three days later, Easter day ~~ to defeat death, to defeat Satan ~~ He died for me, and for you...and all that are willing to receive Him.
Praise God for his awesome love.
I went to a play last night and tonight, titled "Who is This Man, Jesus?"
I could go watch it a bunch more! Unfortunately I will have to wait until around next Easter to have privilege of that blessing again. I am looking forward to it, and I pray that many of you will be able to attend as well. It certainly moved me beyond measure. I LOVE when that happens! :-) It was written and directed by Liz Kirkland who attends Lighthouse Community Church. She is awesome and God gave her this fabulous vision that she put into a play to that all could be touched by the life of Jesus is a visual no one will soon forget.
Tomorrow is Easter. How privileged we are as a body of believers to be able to celebrate the sacrifice given, of the life Christ... so that we may have eternal life with Him. That is what Easter is all about, His love. He died so that we may live. Let's all try to keep the true focus of this holiday in focus. Christ was crucified on the Friday before Easter, and then rose again three days later, Easter day ~~ to defeat death, to defeat Satan ~~ He died for me, and for you...and all that are willing to receive Him.
Praise God for his awesome love.
Monday, March 17, 2008
Easter is NOT about a bunny!
I forewarn you, DO NOT WATCH ON AN EMPTY STOMACH. This clip was created by Jason. Here is a link to his website, http://www.myspace.com/jaylm
Want to know why we celebrate Easter?? It is all about his clip below. In the bible John 3:16 tells us, "For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that __________ (insert your name) would have everlasting life...."
He did this out of LOVE, pure and unconditional! What does this require of us? Simply proclaim that you beleive that Jesus Christ died for you, that He was buried, and that He rose again on the 3rd day (what we now call Easter) Say a prayer right now. Confess to God what is wrong in your life, what you have done wrong in the past, repent of that lifestyle, and begin to live your life accordingly. God will honor your words. Trust Him, believe Him...have faith. Watch the clip below, and see how much He loves YOU!
Want to know why we celebrate Easter?? It is all about his clip below. In the bible John 3:16 tells us, "For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that __________ (insert your name) would have everlasting life...."
He did this out of LOVE, pure and unconditional! What does this require of us? Simply proclaim that you beleive that Jesus Christ died for you, that He was buried, and that He rose again on the 3rd day (what we now call Easter) Say a prayer right now. Confess to God what is wrong in your life, what you have done wrong in the past, repent of that lifestyle, and begin to live your life accordingly. God will honor your words. Trust Him, believe Him...have faith. Watch the clip below, and see how much He loves YOU!
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
Sweet Tea
I had the example of sweet tea used to show me how God transforms us by His grace. I thought it was pretty cool, so I am going to attempt to share it With you guys as well. Of course, sweet tea is my main drink, so this just clicked with me.
The first step to making sweet tea is to boil the water. (if you are a true sweet tea drinker, you know what I mean here) The sugar and the tea do not permeate the water unless it is very hot. Have you ever notice how much more receptive you are to God when the heat is turned up high? God turns up the heat to prepare us for life circumstances, this happens via trial we go through.. It isn't pleasant when it is happening, but the outcome is amazing.
Unlike cold tea, hot tea and sugar are compatible. In fact, the sugar dissolves and the very nature of the liquid is changed. You can never separate the two again. They have merged into one. This is not true of cold tea. No matter how much you stir it the two just don't mix.
Once He places His life (the Holy Spirit) within us our very nature is changed. We cannot be separated from Him. It is like the filling of the pitcher with water..it enables us to share it with others.
True sweet tea and tea with sugar in it are two different things. You can add packet after packet of sugar to regular iced tea, and all you get is a big pile of sugar at the bottom of your glass! It is only when the sugar is allowed to dissolve into the boiled water, that you receive the sweet nature of the liquid. This is the same as Christ being in my life or Christ BEING in my life. The Spirit has so permeated our souls, as the sugar has the tea... that we cannot be separated, It is the essence of us. Our very nature has changed just as the composition of the tea has changed.
God has already made you holy. You don't have to try to be holy in order to become holy. You already are. We desire to live holy lives because He has made us holy.
The first step to making sweet tea is to boil the water. (if you are a true sweet tea drinker, you know what I mean here) The sugar and the tea do not permeate the water unless it is very hot. Have you ever notice how much more receptive you are to God when the heat is turned up high? God turns up the heat to prepare us for life circumstances, this happens via trial we go through.. It isn't pleasant when it is happening, but the outcome is amazing.
Unlike cold tea, hot tea and sugar are compatible. In fact, the sugar dissolves and the very nature of the liquid is changed. You can never separate the two again. They have merged into one. This is not true of cold tea. No matter how much you stir it the two just don't mix.
Once He places His life (the Holy Spirit) within us our very nature is changed. We cannot be separated from Him. It is like the filling of the pitcher with water..it enables us to share it with others.
True sweet tea and tea with sugar in it are two different things. You can add packet after packet of sugar to regular iced tea, and all you get is a big pile of sugar at the bottom of your glass! It is only when the sugar is allowed to dissolve into the boiled water, that you receive the sweet nature of the liquid. This is the same as Christ being in my life or Christ BEING in my life. The Spirit has so permeated our souls, as the sugar has the tea... that we cannot be separated, It is the essence of us. Our very nature has changed just as the composition of the tea has changed.
God has already made you holy. You don't have to try to be holy in order to become holy. You already are. We desire to live holy lives because He has made us holy.
Saturday, March 08, 2008
Joseph Victor Stowinsky
Uncle Joe went to be with the Lord on Friday, March 7, 2008. His family was with him, he was comfortable..in peace, and just waiting for his call.
It is amazing to me how God can take hurt and turn it into something far bigger than you could have imagined when it all began. Joe's life touched many lives, and his passing has and will continue to do the same. So many lives are being reconciled even right now through the passing of Joe.
As I see the fresh grief and pain in his family, of losing someone you love, I cannot help but be brought to think of God's pain in giving the life of His Son, for us. To reconcile us to Him. He didn't have to, but that is how much He loves each and every one of us. It was a huge sacrifice, the blood of Jesus was spilled for all of us our of pure love. He took on every sin, He bore them, He paid the price...in many ways, even humanly, He paid with His own grief and pain. Never forget how much that had to of crushed God's own heart.
Dear God, thank you for Joe~ thank you for blessing him and through him, blessing us! Thank you for giving us eternal life through your Son.. so that we can be reconciled to you and be reconciled to Joe.
It is amazing to me how God can take hurt and turn it into something far bigger than you could have imagined when it all began. Joe's life touched many lives, and his passing has and will continue to do the same. So many lives are being reconciled even right now through the passing of Joe.
As I see the fresh grief and pain in his family, of losing someone you love, I cannot help but be brought to think of God's pain in giving the life of His Son, for us. To reconcile us to Him. He didn't have to, but that is how much He loves each and every one of us. It was a huge sacrifice, the blood of Jesus was spilled for all of us our of pure love. He took on every sin, He bore them, He paid the price...in many ways, even humanly, He paid with His own grief and pain. Never forget how much that had to of crushed God's own heart.
Dear God, thank you for Joe~ thank you for blessing him and through him, blessing us! Thank you for giving us eternal life through your Son.. so that we can be reconciled to you and be reconciled to Joe.
Friday, February 22, 2008
Listening..trying to listen
I am feeling weird today, and I am not sure why. I have been trying to search myself and figure out what is going on. I am not sure, but I think perhaps that God is trying to show me something or tell me something.
I have been at a fast pace this week. I have had the week off from the hospital, but have worked harder than I would have there. I feel consumed to get things in order. I have gotten up at my normal time each day and have done my best to accomplish as much as possible with what time I have available. Each day though, I have been sick~ nauseated...weak, just not myself.
I have no idea what is going on, but I sense that God is trying to speak to me...yet I am so consumed with what is in front of me, I can't hear him. I took a long hot bath a little while ago. I turned the jets on, let the water roar, and closed my eyes. I tried to only focus on what He may be telling me.
This is what I got; s l o w down. breathe. figure out your focus. what are you doing right now that is truly important. how can you help others to hear, when you are not taking the time yourself. you want me to fill you with my power and yet you are doing nothing with it. if you don't know what i am telling you and showing you, how can you tell others. take the time to spend with me. let's re-establish our own relationship, then focus on the others. don't become so engrossed with religion that you lose sight of what is important..what is true. don't forget your first love.
These are the verses that are ringing in my mind, I am certain God is speaking to me through this.
Revelation 2:2-13 2I know your deeds, your hard work and your perseverance. I know that you cannot tolerate wicked men, that you have tested those who claim to be apostles but are not, and have found them false. 3You have persevered and have endured hardships for my name, and have not grown weary. 4Yet I hold this against you: You have forsaken your first love. 5Remember the height from which you have fallen! Repent and do the things you did at first. If you do not repent, I will come to you and remove your lampstand from its place. 6But you have this in your favor: You hate the practices of the Nicolaitans, which I also hate. 7He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches. To him who overcomes, I will give the right to eat from the tree of life, which is in the paradise of God.
8"To the angel of the church in Smyrna write: These are the words of him who is the First and the Last, who died and came to life again. 9I know your afflictions and your poverty—yet you are rich! I know the slander of those who say they are Jews and are not, but are a synagogue of Satan. 10Do not be afraid of what you are about to suffer. I tell you, the devil will put some of you in prison to test you, and you will suffer persecution for ten days. Be faithful, even to the point of death, and I will give you the crown of life. 11He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches. He who overcomes will not be hurt at all by the second death.
12"To the angel of the church in Pergamum write: These are the words of him who has the sharp, double-edged sword. 13I know where you live—where Satan has his throne. Yet you remain true to my name. You did not renounce your faith in me, even in the days of Antipas, my faithful witness, who was put to death in your city—where Satan lives.
I have been at a fast pace this week. I have had the week off from the hospital, but have worked harder than I would have there. I feel consumed to get things in order. I have gotten up at my normal time each day and have done my best to accomplish as much as possible with what time I have available. Each day though, I have been sick~ nauseated...weak, just not myself.
I have no idea what is going on, but I sense that God is trying to speak to me...yet I am so consumed with what is in front of me, I can't hear him. I took a long hot bath a little while ago. I turned the jets on, let the water roar, and closed my eyes. I tried to only focus on what He may be telling me.
This is what I got; s l o w down. breathe. figure out your focus. what are you doing right now that is truly important. how can you help others to hear, when you are not taking the time yourself. you want me to fill you with my power and yet you are doing nothing with it. if you don't know what i am telling you and showing you, how can you tell others. take the time to spend with me. let's re-establish our own relationship, then focus on the others. don't become so engrossed with religion that you lose sight of what is important..what is true. don't forget your first love.
These are the verses that are ringing in my mind, I am certain God is speaking to me through this.
Revelation 2:2-13 2I know your deeds, your hard work and your perseverance. I know that you cannot tolerate wicked men, that you have tested those who claim to be apostles but are not, and have found them false. 3You have persevered and have endured hardships for my name, and have not grown weary. 4Yet I hold this against you: You have forsaken your first love. 5Remember the height from which you have fallen! Repent and do the things you did at first. If you do not repent, I will come to you and remove your lampstand from its place. 6But you have this in your favor: You hate the practices of the Nicolaitans, which I also hate. 7He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches. To him who overcomes, I will give the right to eat from the tree of life, which is in the paradise of God.
8"To the angel of the church in Smyrna write: These are the words of him who is the First and the Last, who died and came to life again. 9I know your afflictions and your poverty—yet you are rich! I know the slander of those who say they are Jews and are not, but are a synagogue of Satan. 10Do not be afraid of what you are about to suffer. I tell you, the devil will put some of you in prison to test you, and you will suffer persecution for ten days. Be faithful, even to the point of death, and I will give you the crown of life. 11He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches. He who overcomes will not be hurt at all by the second death.
12"To the angel of the church in Pergamum write: These are the words of him who has the sharp, double-edged sword. 13I know where you live—where Satan has his throne. Yet you remain true to my name. You did not renounce your faith in me, even in the days of Antipas, my faithful witness, who was put to death in your city—where Satan lives.
Just Walk Across the Room
Can it be that simple? Someone's destiny, held up in our ability to take a walk across the room?
Our retreat went well~ We had almost 50 people attend, and things seem to go rather smoothly. I know the highlight for myself was getting to listen to Patti Gault sing and talk. She did an amazing job, and touched hearts for a long time to come. Thanks so much Patti!!
Patti is my cousin. Until about 18 months ago, I had not seen her for perhaps 30 years. Her mom and my dad are sister and brother.
I don't know how or why the families lost contact, but praise to God that we have been able to be reunited! Patti has an awesome testimony of God's faithfulness and His ability and desire to watch out for us, even when we think He isn't there.
Our retreat was on a book by Bill Hybels, Just Walk Across the Room. There is a DVD that that breaks this study up into four sessions. Each session gives us real life examples of how someone was brought to Christ by the mere gesture of reaching out in friendship and allowing yourself to be guided by the Holy Spirit.
You do not have to be an expert, a scholar, a pastor, or even close to any of that to bring someone to Christ. You have to care. You have to listen. You have to develop a relationship (if it calls for it). You have to be willing to do what God desires of you. God will do the work, God will put you where He wants you and He will even give you the words to say. Your job is to be the one to walk across the room..... We can all do this! It may take a year, or ten years in some cases. Be willing to be a laborer and not have to see the end result. The goal is to plant the seed, allow the Spirit to work, and let God reap the harvest.
It is not about religion, it is not about politics~ it is about God and investing in another soul for the sake of eternity. Their sake.
Thank God that a person took that walk for Patti. The two of us may not have been able to share our lives together on this earth, but how awesome that we will have eternity together! I love you Patti ~Forever, and when I say forever, I mean f o r e v e r
Our retreat went well~ We had almost 50 people attend, and things seem to go rather smoothly. I know the highlight for myself was getting to listen to Patti Gault sing and talk. She did an amazing job, and touched hearts for a long time to come. Thanks so much Patti!!
Patti is my cousin. Until about 18 months ago, I had not seen her for perhaps 30 years. Her mom and my dad are sister and brother.
I don't know how or why the families lost contact, but praise to God that we have been able to be reunited! Patti has an awesome testimony of God's faithfulness and His ability and desire to watch out for us, even when we think He isn't there.
Our retreat was on a book by Bill Hybels, Just Walk Across the Room. There is a DVD that that breaks this study up into four sessions. Each session gives us real life examples of how someone was brought to Christ by the mere gesture of reaching out in friendship and allowing yourself to be guided by the Holy Spirit.
You do not have to be an expert, a scholar, a pastor, or even close to any of that to bring someone to Christ. You have to care. You have to listen. You have to develop a relationship (if it calls for it). You have to be willing to do what God desires of you. God will do the work, God will put you where He wants you and He will even give you the words to say. Your job is to be the one to walk across the room..... We can all do this! It may take a year, or ten years in some cases. Be willing to be a laborer and not have to see the end result. The goal is to plant the seed, allow the Spirit to work, and let God reap the harvest.
It is not about religion, it is not about politics~ it is about God and investing in another soul for the sake of eternity. Their sake.
Thank God that a person took that walk for Patti. The two of us may not have been able to share our lives together on this earth, but how awesome that we will have eternity together! I love you Patti ~Forever, and when I say forever, I mean f o r e v e r
Friday, February 15, 2008
thoughts
OF NOTE : Our Women's retreat has arrived! It is tonight and tomorrow. I am looking foward to it ! I want to ask all of you to please say a prayer that through the material God has given us, we are able to touch lives. Be praying that minds and hearts are opened...seeds are planted and great fellowship is had by all! Please pray over all of us coordinating the event, that we honor God and are giving the wisdom to make an impact.
As we continue with our study of Daniel, I am reminded constantly of how much our world is the same as it was hundreds of years ago. We have the same types of battles and situations going on now that we did then.
Something that sticks out in my mind this week is our priviliged enviorment. The things we have to come to expect and demand. The attitudes of people that think their lives are sooo hard, because they have never known what hard really is. We whine and cry over such mundane things it is really sad when you look at the whole picture of the world we live in. We are paying money to get cosmetic treatments, and then we are whining about how it hurt.... these types of things are major issues to some of us. It is sad. It is pititful.
My friend was telling me of a documentary she watched recently. It had a segment showing how some of the tribes in Africa were making mud cakes. These mud cakes were to eat for their nourishment. They added a little oil and a little water, and actually had this for their meal. We cry about not getting dessert.
Alot of what we expect is what we are used to getting. However, it doesn't make it our right to deserve this. How can we cry over such menial things when people are literally starving? freezing? homeless? living in fear for their lives?
I know when we went to New Orleans with others from our church, life was different there. We were thankful to have a place to sleep. To be able to eat and have something cool to drink. We didn't much care what the food was or what the enviorment was like. Our desire was to help others and bring them relief. We shared everything, we appreciated everything. We had a different attitude and a different mindset because we were in a different enviorment. We had different expectations. We were grateful...it showed us how to be grateful.
I think every person should be mandated to go and serve somewhere.. somehow. At least once a year if not more. We need this reminder of how privliged our lives are. We need to quit whining and having self pity and stand up and make a difference. As Beth Moore says, the very fact that I can sit here and type this..... one that I have the knowledge and two that I have the leisure time~~ well, that makes me rich !! I am rich beyond measure to so many. Yet, so many of us have come to expect this lifestyle. That in itself could be our greatest downfall.
As we continue with our study of Daniel, I am reminded constantly of how much our world is the same as it was hundreds of years ago. We have the same types of battles and situations going on now that we did then.
Something that sticks out in my mind this week is our priviliged enviorment. The things we have to come to expect and demand. The attitudes of people that think their lives are sooo hard, because they have never known what hard really is. We whine and cry over such mundane things it is really sad when you look at the whole picture of the world we live in. We are paying money to get cosmetic treatments, and then we are whining about how it hurt.... these types of things are major issues to some of us. It is sad. It is pititful.
My friend was telling me of a documentary she watched recently. It had a segment showing how some of the tribes in Africa were making mud cakes. These mud cakes were to eat for their nourishment. They added a little oil and a little water, and actually had this for their meal. We cry about not getting dessert.
Alot of what we expect is what we are used to getting. However, it doesn't make it our right to deserve this. How can we cry over such menial things when people are literally starving? freezing? homeless? living in fear for their lives?
I know when we went to New Orleans with others from our church, life was different there. We were thankful to have a place to sleep. To be able to eat and have something cool to drink. We didn't much care what the food was or what the enviorment was like. Our desire was to help others and bring them relief. We shared everything, we appreciated everything. We had a different attitude and a different mindset because we were in a different enviorment. We had different expectations. We were grateful...it showed us how to be grateful.
I think every person should be mandated to go and serve somewhere.. somehow. At least once a year if not more. We need this reminder of how privliged our lives are. We need to quit whining and having self pity and stand up and make a difference. As Beth Moore says, the very fact that I can sit here and type this..... one that I have the knowledge and two that I have the leisure time~~ well, that makes me rich !! I am rich beyond measure to so many. Yet, so many of us have come to expect this lifestyle. That in itself could be our greatest downfall.
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
Truth from Os Hillman
This was a great reminder to me, so I am sharing it with all of you. I cannot say this is true of me, but would like to achieve this disciplined life.
They're Always Watching and Listening
TGIF Today God Is First Volume 2, by Os Hillman 02-12-2008
"About midnight Paul and Silas were praying and singing hymns to God, and the other prisoners were listening to them" (Acts 16:25-26).
"It didn't take long for non-believers to realize I was different in the secular workplaces where I've worked. I didn't participate in the jokes, the dirty language, or criticism of management. I didn't judge them for their behavior because they were merely acting the way they should act as one who does not have Christ in their life. I viewed them as prisoners awaiting their salvation and that I might be the instrument to lead them to my Savior.
I would often be known as the "religious guy." It wasn't because I was particularly vocal or I tried to separate myself; it happened naturally. The Christ in me naturally made me stand out. Jesus called us to be the "salt and light" of any life situation. The secular workplace economy is contrary to the Kingdom of God economy so we should naturally stand out in any situation.
When Paul and Silas were in prison their lifestyle of worship and prayer in the midst of the horrible conditions of a dirty prison stood out in stark contrast to their circumstances. They didn't pray and sing to impress their cellmates, they simply did what was natural to them. Still, "the other prisoners were watching and listening."
No matter where you are, others are watching you to determine if your faith is real or if you're an imposter. The world is looking to discredit your faith. You are a witness always whether you choose to be or not.
"The jailer called for lights, rushed in and fell trembling before Paul and Silas. He then brought them out and asked, 'Sirs, what must I do to be saved?'" (Acts 16:29-30). When you begin to reflect the love and power of Christ in your life you won't have to have an evangelism program to win others into the Kingdom. It will be a fruit of your life. The "fish" will actually jump into the boat!
Beware how you conduct your life today. Because people are watching and listening."
They're Always Watching and Listening
TGIF Today God Is First Volume 2, by Os Hillman 02-12-2008
"About midnight Paul and Silas were praying and singing hymns to God, and the other prisoners were listening to them" (Acts 16:25-26).
"It didn't take long for non-believers to realize I was different in the secular workplaces where I've worked. I didn't participate in the jokes, the dirty language, or criticism of management. I didn't judge them for their behavior because they were merely acting the way they should act as one who does not have Christ in their life. I viewed them as prisoners awaiting their salvation and that I might be the instrument to lead them to my Savior.
I would often be known as the "religious guy." It wasn't because I was particularly vocal or I tried to separate myself; it happened naturally. The Christ in me naturally made me stand out. Jesus called us to be the "salt and light" of any life situation. The secular workplace economy is contrary to the Kingdom of God economy so we should naturally stand out in any situation.
When Paul and Silas were in prison their lifestyle of worship and prayer in the midst of the horrible conditions of a dirty prison stood out in stark contrast to their circumstances. They didn't pray and sing to impress their cellmates, they simply did what was natural to them. Still, "the other prisoners were watching and listening."
No matter where you are, others are watching you to determine if your faith is real or if you're an imposter. The world is looking to discredit your faith. You are a witness always whether you choose to be or not.
"The jailer called for lights, rushed in and fell trembling before Paul and Silas. He then brought them out and asked, 'Sirs, what must I do to be saved?'" (Acts 16:29-30). When you begin to reflect the love and power of Christ in your life you won't have to have an evangelism program to win others into the Kingdom. It will be a fruit of your life. The "fish" will actually jump into the boat!
Beware how you conduct your life today. Because people are watching and listening."
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